Novels » I Am Separated From This Marriage » Chapter 140 : Ling Lin and
Guo Hang talked with the old lady in the living room. Ling Zhi went to the
backyard and squinted at Xiao Yun.
He
sat down and said strangely, "Why do you keep staring at your cell phone, you
wouldn't hold your cell phone so boringly before."
Xiao
Yun raised his eyebrows and put his mobile phone in his pocket : "" Nothing. "
Even
if Xiao Yun didn't say, Lexus was very clear, so that Xiao Yun could do this,
except that Yu Yan didn't do what he wanted, he shrugged and joked, "I
don't know you yet? Are you waiting for Yu Yan to call? I heard that they came
to see the old lady yesterday. Why, did you do anything to irritate people? You
are such a mad person who has the best kung fu and you still don’t know ... ”
Xiao
Yun rolled his eyes, "Go! Don't talk nonsense, I didn't do anything, of
course I didn't say anything."
He
thought he didn't do anything extraordinary, how could he be mad at her?
Ling
Lin walked out of the room and said, "I know, Xiao Yun doesn't need to say
anything, as long as he shows up casually, he will be able to half-dead."
...
That's a worry.
Ling
Zhi quickly drank the saliva and was frightened, Xiao Yun tickled his lips
expressionlessly, but his heart was shaken because of Ling Lin's words, because
he couldn't deny Ling Lin's words at all, he knew how much Yu Yan rejected
himself Resist, but ...
He
thought the situation had eased.
He
hugged her yesterday.
Seeing
Xiao Yun's gloomy face, Ling Zhi advised kindly : "Well, don't be too angry. After all, in
this world, there is no regret medicine. Things that should or should not
happen have already happened. Those bad pasts should be forgotten. Let's look
at the present and the future ... Brother, don't stare at me like that, oh,
I'll go and see Aunt Xiao ~ "
With
Xiao Yun's cold eyes, Ling Zhi ran back to the house with a smoky hug, and the
old lady gave a big hug. He talked with a smile on his face, and only spoke a
few words, and made the old lady laugh and laugh, the atmosphere Very
harmonious.
Ling
Lin laughed, looking at the harmonious atmosphere inside the house, and then
looked at Xiao Yun, saying : "At the time, when Uncle Xiao died, Aunt
Xiao was so painful, I thought Aunt Xiao would not be able to survive, but now
it seems that she is much better and should be Are you out of the shadow of
Uncle Xiao's death? "
Xiao
Yun braced his jaw and locked his eyes on the phone. "Well, I still have
to live my life."
"What
about you and Yu Yan?"
Xiao
Yun paused. "What do you want to say?"
"Last
time at Yongjia Hospital, I saw that you appeared so timely. Wasn't it nearby?
Yu Yan looked surprised and surprised at the time. I can't imagine that you
could do this?"
Ling
Lin remembered that after calling Xiao Yun at that time, she immediately went
to the hospital. She thought that she would be the earliest. When she did not
expect, she would see the scene where Xiao Yun was embracing Yuyan.
She
will never forget the joy and excitement Xiao Yun's face regained at that
moment, and she even saw his hands trembling with excitement when hugging her.
Of
course, even more can not forget, Xiao Yun stood in place, looking at the
loneliness of Yu Yan's back.
This
is Xiao Yun's love.
She
thought he would never know what love is, let alone fall in love with any
woman.
Xiao
Yun did not expect that Ling Lin would suddenly mention the matter of Yongjia.
He frowned, "It has nothing to do with you. Ling Lin, except for the last
time, I don't want her to have any contact with you in the future. Don't
disturb her."
Ling
Lin smiled : "So tight?"
Xiao
Yun said with no thought. He stood up, took a few steps and stopped, and said,
"You leave after lunch. If it wasn't for the old lady, I won't let you in
today."
After
that, he didn't listen to what Ling Lin said, he left.
Ling Lin looked at Xiao Yun's back without
hesitation, and then thought of his carefulness when facing Yu Yan, and smiled
slightly.
Even
if time can blur the hurt of the past and get forgiveness, for some people, the
past is not the past, but the present he is experiencing.
Even
if it is peaceful on the face, it cannot hide the fact that she and Xiao Yun
have already broken up.
Before
Ling Lin thought, why was she so focused on Yu Yan? Because the old love for
Xiao Yun is unforgettable? But she didn't feel how much she loved Xiao Yun and
how much she couldn't let him go. If that's the case, she wouldn't marry Guo
Hang in the first place. What she really wants to say is that she is very
competitive and has pride.
It's
just that those things have already happened, you should be punished for doing
the wrong thing, and you must accept whatever you lose.
this
is the truth.
"What
are you thinking?" Guo Hang stepped out and asked.
He
just saw that the atmosphere between Ling Lin and Xiao Yun was not so good, so
he went out to take a look.
Ling
Lin shook her head : "Nothing, let's go in and see Aunt
Xiao."
Guo
Hang scratched his head in doubt, and nodded : "Well, let's go."
After lunch, the old lady had a few meals
in the backyard. A few Xiao Yun sat around the round table for a while, and
there was a Lexus lingering. They didn't worry about being cold. The old lady
was so happy to talk and laugh. .
"Oh,
by the way, Lexus, you said you are not too young now, when are you going to
get married?" Xiao mother suddenly said of Lexus.
Lexus
poked his lips : "Aunt Xiao, now I'm a famous gold
bachelor in C City, and my worth is so high! It's not a matter of minutes
before I get married."
"Go!
What are you talking about, this marriage is a big deal, and it can't be messed
up!"
"I
know, you have to find a girl you like, otherwise ..." He glanced at Xiao
Yun, "It's another drama of deep love!"
Xiao Yun : "Oh!"
Mother
Xiao said, "Don’t learn from Xiao Yun. He suffers from being too conceited
and very self-conscious. If he can share a little bit of thought to understand
Yu Yan, they will not come to this stage. Ling Zhi, I You know, a family like
ours will be surrounded by a lot of people because of their wealth. Certainly,
some people will treat you sincerely. This requires you to watch carefully.
"
Xiao
Yun : "..."
Ling
Zhi nodded his head : "Aunt Xiao, don't worry, I'm different
from Lao Xiao, I'm not as stupid as he is."
Mother
Xiao laughed with satisfaction.
Seeing
that the time is almost up, the old lady needs to return to the room for lunch
break, and Xiao Yun also needs to go to the company to handle the business-he
frees up the morning time to accompany the old lady at home, and the old lady
does not need to accompany him in the afternoon. Assistant Chen took the
official business to Xiao's house.
Who
knew that when Xiao Yun was going to take the old lady back to her room to
rest, the servant suddenly came in and said, "Miss Yu is here."
Xiao
Yun stood up for the first time and walked to the porch of the living room. He
saw Yu Yan facing him side by side and hung the black coat on the hanger, and a
strand of hair fell on her cheek. Rear.
Yu
Yan turned back and saw Xiao Yun.
Xiao
Yun's eyebrows softened and he stepped forward : "The next time you come, you can tell me
in advance, I'll pick you up."
"No,
I can drive easily."
"You
are not safe to drive."
"..."
"My
mother said."
"Oh.
Where the old lady?"
"In
the backyard, Lexus came over and talked for a while."
Yu
Yan nodded, and she saw a few clothes hanging by the door. She had thought that
the Xiao family would go back first, but the servant had already ran to report
and it seemed not good to go again.
In
the backyard, Yu Yan really saw Lei Zhi and others rising up. The old lady greeted
her to sit down, and Lei Zhi shouted in a wrong voice : "Bitch is good ~"
Xiao
Yun gave him an eye-knife immediately, but the corners of her eyes couldn't
help but look at the expression and reaction on the face, but she seemed more
calm than him.
Lexus
beats haha : "I'm used to shouting. Then ... or should
I call your sister, aren't you younger than me?"
Xiao
Yun slaps directly, taking Lexus dizzy and almost swearing. The old lady gave
Xiao Yun a strange look. "That's right, Yu Yan is younger than Lexus and
she is a sister."
Xiao
Yun : "Mom, aren't you going to sleep? Let's
go, I'll help you go back to your room to rest."
Xiao
Ling raised his eyebrows at Xiao Yun, "You see, Aunt Xiao said she was a sister!
Besides, my sister has nothing to do with you, how can you hit someone
casually!"
Yu
Yan somehow went to the topic of "sister and sister", she was
embarrassed for no reason. "Mr Ling, just call me by name."
Xiao
Yun stepped in and looked down at Lexus and said, "Dare you."
Yu
Yan : "..."
Xiao
Yun : "Okay, it's almost time, you all come
back, don't come if you're fine."
The
old lady laughed, Guo Hang opened her eyes and watched a good show. Ling Lin lowered
her head and drank tea.
Yu
Yan said nothing.
Ling
Zhi couldn't help against Xiao Yun. The two of you came and went, and made Xiao
Xiao very happy. In the end, she was helpless and returned to the bedroom to
rest.
Ling
Zhi followed, Guo Hang went to the bathroom.
Only
Ling Lin and Yu Yan are left.
Ling
Lin said : "It can be seen that Xiao Yun is very
nervous about you."
Yu
Yan looked at Ling Lin and did not answer.
"I
have no other meaning. I apologized to you last time, and I already thought
very clearly." Ling Lin said, "And even now, Xiao Yun and I are not
friends, I am here because of Aunt Xiao."
Yu
Yan said : "You don't need to explain to me."
"You
may think it's unnecessary, but I see someone anxious to jump up and explain
right away."
"You
read it wrong."
"...
read wrong? Will you?"
Yu
Yan said, "I haven't misunderstood you and Xiao Yun."
Ling
Lin was even more puzzled. With the things she thought she had done, plus her
previous relationship with Xiao Yun, Yu Yan would definitely have some guesses,
"... um? What do you mean by that?"
"I
haven't misunderstood what you have. I just saw the gap between me and him
through you. Later, the problem between me and you was just because you
designed to deal with me, and it also affected my friends. "
"Yuyan?"
"Don't
you understand yet?" Yu Yan's voice was still calm and soft, "Xiao
Yun targeted me and had nothing to do with you."
Ling
Lin was surprised and saw Xiao Yun who did not know when she appeared.
Following
Yan Lin's gaze, Yu Yan saw Xiao Yun. She was not panicked or surprised, and
asked calmly, "The old lady fell asleep?"
"Sleep."
Xiao
Yun said.
After
Ling Lin left Xiao's house, she was still puzzled by Yu Yan's words.
She
knew exactly what she had done before, and knew that she had intentionally or
unintentionally let Yu Yan misunderstand her and Xiao Yun. She thought that the
main conflict between Yu Yan and herself was here, so she explained to Yu Yan
that she could Let Yu Yan untie some knots, but now it seems that she has
overlooked something?
She
didn't seem to be surprised when she looked at Xiao Yun then.
"Ling
Zhi, do you know why Yu Yan divorced Xiao Yun?"
Lexus
was at a loss : "Where would I know! Lao Xiao couldn't
tell me about his relationship problems, and you didn't know his character
..."
Guo
Hangdao : "What do you ask?"
"Nothing,
just curious."
Ling
Lin sighed. The inside story must be the only person who knew it best.
Study
room on the third floor.
Assistant
Chen piled all the documents he brought on the desk, Xiao Yun frequently walked
away, thinking of the gloom downstairs.
Her
reaction was so unexpected that he felt puzzled and scared.
If
she wouldn't even be angry, she wouldn't even care about it ... Does she really
have no trace of affection for him? This is not what he wants ...
"General
Xiao, General Xiao?"
"……what?"
Assistant
Chen said : "This cooperation case also requires you
to make a final decision. All the materials have been prepared ..."
"Wait!"
Xiao Yun interrupted Assistant Chen, pulled the phone on the desk and connected
the intercom call. "Aunt, you must notify me immediately when Yu Yan is
gone."
The
heart of Assistant Chen's eyes was secretly rolled, and it's been a few years
now that he hasn't made any progress! ?
"OK,
you continue." Xiao Yun hung up.
Assistant
Chen had to repeat the topic just now, Xiao Yun frowned, and finished the work
almost twice as fast as usual, of course, a large part was to get back to redo.
Assistant
Chen silently, finishing the documents and leaving, Xiao Yun suddenly said : "If, if a friend of mine is very calm, he
said something unpleasant happened before, what does this mean?"
Assistant
Chen was right : "Either I just don't care, or it doesn't
matter anymore, right?"
"It's
a very sad thing. It's impossible to forget or release ..."
"...
If you don't care, what do you think it is?"
Xiao
Yun leaned into the chair and hit the table with a pen. He thought about
getting up in the evening, striding down the meteor.
Assistant
Chen shook his head and followed him out.
Yu
Yan just came out of the kitchen, took off her apron and set aside, and said,
"Auntie, there is still something in my house, so I'll go back
first."
"It's
early. Don't wait for the old lady to have dinner together before
leaving?"
"No,
someday."
Chapter 141 : When Yu Yan is about to leave, when her aunt is persuaded for a long time, she hurries to notify Xiao Yun,
But
saw Xiao Yun stride down from the upper stride.
His
face was sober, his eyes were dark, as if thinking of a very important thing.
The aunt stepped forward and whispered,
"Yu Yan said she was going back. I left her to eat with the old lady at
night, but she said something was wrong and she would come again someday."
Xiao
Yun : "Okay, I see. Go and get busy."
The
aunt looked at Yu Yan, and hummed, and returned to the kitchen with anxiety.
Yu
Yan just put on her coat, and suddenly saw Xiao Yun coming, her face with
emotions she couldn't understand, she couldn't help wondering, "Is there
anything wrong?"
Xiao Yun : "Come with me."
Yu
Yan froze slightly : "... where are you going?"
Xiao
Yun also took off the coat on the hanger and hung it on his wrist. He said,
"Let's go and know when you go."
In
conclusion, Xiao Yun had already pulled up Yu Yan's wrist before Yu Yan spoke,
holding her out.
The
wooden door in Xiao Zhai lobby was pulled open, and heavy cold wind blew on
with rain and snow in front of him, freezing and snoring.
Yu
Yan felt that she was out of the place where Xiao Yun was holding, and none of
them was not cold, and even her breath became cold white mist.
Xiao
Yun said : "Get on the car before you talk."
She
was plugged into the co-pilot by Xiao Yun, who followed in the car and turned
on the heater.
Yu
Yan didn't know what Xiao Yun was doing suddenly, but just looking at his
serious look, she followed her seriously and guessed secretly.
The
car drove onto the road, and the scenery outside the window passed away.
Because of the warmth, a white mist appeared on the glass windows, leaving the
next world a mysterious veil.
Just
this way, there is a weird familiarity in strangers.
Yu
Yan sat upright, with more and more familiarity, some vague speculation in the
heart gradually formed, until the car drove into the entrance of an underground
parking lot. She tightened her lips, and there was some resistance and
resistance in her complex emotions.
She
hasn't been here for a long time.
Since the moment Xiao Yun promised to
sign a divorce agreement, she has never been back here. Even after being
included by Xiao Yun in her name, she deliberately ignored it and exiled it as
if forgotten.
"We're
here," Xiao Yun said.
Yu Yan didn't get out of the car, she was
still sitting still, looking out the window, there was nothing special outside,
but there were a lot of luxury cars parked, the surroundings were quiet, and no
people came and gone.
"Why
are you here?" She asked.
Xiao
Yun smiled for a moment, then looked up, his eyes lingering a little bit of
nostalgia and memories, "think carefully, this is the place where I
remember you for the first time."
Yu
Yan was puzzled : "There doesn't seem to be anything
special here."
Xiao
Yun laughed : "You forgot? At the time, you were
chasing me, holding my shoes in your hand, and calmly saying," Get in the
car, I will take you there. "
"...
Um, I don't remember." Yu Yan really couldn't remember what happened at
the time. She only remembered Xiao Yun who ran away in panic and was panicked
and heavy when he rushed to the hospital.
Xiao
Yun was not obsessed with this, and said, "Let's go. Now that we are here,
let's go up and see."
Yu
Yan thought that the house she had left for a long time should be covered with
dust at this moment, so that she couldn't stop. Go up and see, what can I see?
Even if the room is still the same as before, she was cleaned by her, and she
and Xiao Yun should not see anything, because their shared memories are few and
unpleasant.
"There
nothing to look at," Yu Yan said, glancing at his watch. "I think
it's almost time, I should go back."
"Relax,
it won't take much time." Xiao Yun opened the door and got out of the car.
The front of the car turned around by the front of the car and pulled the door.
"Are you afraid?"
"The
radical method doesn't work for me." Yu Yan got out of the car. Although
she didn't know why Xiao Yun suddenly wanted to come here to see it, she just
wanted to see it, not to mention that the house is now in her name. In her
name, what to do is her.
As
soon as the dusty door opened for a long time, the face was embarrassingly
dusty, the curtains were pulled, and all around was gray and dim, looking very
distressed.
Xiao
Yun waved his hands to pat the dust in front of him, but it made the room more
smoky.
Yu
Yan turned on the room light, and the dim room became brighter.
Everything
in the house is Yu Yan's most familiar look, because many of the decorations
here are arranged by herself. Even after leaving for a long time, some
familiarity and habits are still imprinted in the memory.
The
potted plants at the entrance have been left with only dead branches stuck in
the soil, deserted documents scattered on the coffee table, a dress hanging on
the corner of the sofa, and a few empty flower pots on the balcony and the
room. Nets, new footprints ...
Stinky,
cold, and moist in the air.
Xiao
Yun looked at this frustrating scene, "I didn't expect this place to have
become this look." Such a scene made him feel awkward, he looked more
clearly at the desolate face, disdain him, and those She never touched something.
Yu
Yan thought that this look might be what it should be. Unmanned is barren.
"Now
that we've finished watching, let's go first." Yu Yan said, taking a step
back to leave.
It's
nothing to look at, and it doesn't make any sense.
"Yu
Yan." Xiao Yun said, "I know, this is your beginning and end, and
here is also my beginning ..."
He
stepped forward two steps, looking at Yu Yan's back, and he restrained himself
from embracing her.
"It's
here with me and it never ends."
Yu
Yan smiled and looked down, "This is just now, nothing in this world is
eternal, let alone the most complex and fickle emotion. You think so now, once
the passion is gone, what you think will always follow Away. "
"Is that right?"
"of
course."
"Okay,
then you tell me, why have I still been thinking about you crazy for the past
three years?"
"..."
"Can't
tell?"
Yu
Yan thought that she should no longer talk about this so-called relationship
with Xiao Yun. This is a debt that is unclear and unclear. It can only become
more and more chaotic, and more complicated.
When
that time comes around, I'll ask for trouble.
Then
I said decisively : "I'll go first."
Xiao
Yun couldn't help but smile low and couldn't help but strode forward and hugged
Yu Yan from behind, "Yu Yan, you can't refute me, is it because you know
in my heart, I'm true. Right? "Even with a smile in his voice.
Yu
Yan earned and did not break away, "Release!"
"You
haven't answered me yet."
"wrong!"
Xiao
Yun bent her lips and didn't feel angry, but she was helpless. She hugged her
and buried it in her ear. He murmured, "I have never liked anyone, Yu Yan,
you said, how should I like you "
After
leaving there and returning to the Yu family, Yu Yan fell into a weird silence.
It
is undeniable that Xiao Yun's words left her rare confusion; more like Xiao Yun
said, she did not completely distrust him.
But
what does all this mean ...
No.
The
next day, Yu Yan was at home, and her mother came to see him early in the
morning : "Will you go to see the old lady
today?"
Yu
Yan said, "No, I won't pass today."
Yu mother said, "Why not go? Are you
and Xiao Yun ..."
"Mom!"
Yu Yan was quite speechless when she heard this. She became serious and said
earnestly, "Mom, why do I have to make a decision with Xiao Yun? If I
really don’t see Xiao Yun, Old lady, I would never go there before. I don’t go
because I have my own considerations. You don’t think what happened to me and
Xiao Yun as soon as you have something. Don’t forget, I and him three years ago
Has been divorced. "
Yu
mother said : "Isn't that because of the contradiction
between you and Xiao Yun, or would I think so? What about the divorce? Even if
you divorced, did Xiao Yun never give up on you!"
"That's
his business. It has nothing to do with me."
"What
has nothing to do with you, you don't know. He came to me six months ago and
said he would never give up on you. Let me not force you to get married, don't
make you embarrassed, and let you choose the person you like.
Yu
Yan frowned, and she wondered why her mother didn't urge her to marry. It was
because of this! It's not clear whether she should be angry or sad, at least
she did live a clean life for half a year because of Xiao Yun.
She
smiled, feeling helpless : "Mom, when can you think of this for
me?"
Yu
mother froze, speechless for a moment.
"Well,
mom, you go out first. I'm going to prepare lessons. I'll have two interviews
in a few days. I'll see the old lady there. If you have nothing to do, you can
go to the old lady. "
"Ah, oh, well ..."
Mother
Yu held her forehead, and she sat on the sofa without speaking.
Father
Yu was watching TV and saw his wife disappointed look, asking, "What's
wrong with you?"
Holding
back the sourness in her nose, she said, "Why do you say that Yu Yan
doesn't understand me? Does she think I will harm her? I really do it for her!
Xiao Yun was wrong before, but he is now I change everything you see in my
eyes, I can see that he really loves Yuyan. He could still block the knife for
her. You said that there can be another person in the world who can block the
knife ... ... why didn't I think about her? "
When
Father Yu saw his wife sad, he patted her on the back, and he felt helpless
because of his wife words. He said, "Yeah, I know, Yu Yan also knows that
you are for her, and everything you do is for her. ! "
"Then
you don't understand me yet!"
"Understand,
we all understand that you are doing everything for the sake of good looks!
Otherwise, why do you think we should endure your broken temper!"
"..."
Father
Yu said, "Why don't you think about it, you throw everything you think is
good to Yu Yan, does Yu Yan also feel good? She just received it? Then I think
the chicken butt is delicious. You eat, and you scold me if you don’t eat? I
don’t understand, I ’ll eat it for you! ”
"...
can I compare it with your chicken ass?"
"Then
I have nothing to say, just go ahead and I will go out and bend."
Mother
Yu watched her husband leave, dissatisfied and dissatisfied, but couldn't deny
that her husband made sense, but what can she do, she is all for her daughter
...
Yu
Yan didn't go to Xiao Zhai house for two days in a row, except for one or two greetings,
she never showed up.
After
she submitted her job resume, she just had to wait for the notice to interview.
I think she has several years of teaching experience, the chances of successful
application will be much greater.
After
last time, my mother didn’t talk about Xiao Yun very much in front of her. My
father told her about her mother. In fact, she could understand her mother’s
idea of arranging for her children, but occasionally, she would Well, if you
feel that you are out of breath, you will want to resist, and it will
inevitably hurt both parties ...
"Yu
Yan, don't even think about it, just because of your mother's temper, I can't
bear it."
Yu
Yan smiled.
During
this time, she did not see the old lady, nor did she see Xiao Yun.
Her
visit to the former residence made her feel at ease, and she did not want to
face Xiao Yun.
It's
just that this matter is not something she can decide.
Because
on this day, Coco suddenly came to her house and was very excited and said to
her, "Do you know who I just met?"
"……Who?"
"Xiao
Yun!"
"Oh."
"Yu
Yan, what do you mean?"
Yu
Yan blinked : "Oh, I see."
Coco
raised an eyebrow and said, "Aren't you curious what happened to Xiao Yun
looking for me?"
"Will
you help him?"
"..."
Coco
shook his head and said, "Of course not! But do you know what Xiao Yun is
looking for me? He actually asked me to take you to your wedding room before!
He said he would wait for you there. What Xiao Yun What do you mean? "
Yu
Yan remembered the place that she had visited once before, why go there again?
What do you think of, and something to say?
"Yu
Yan, will you go?" Coco asked.
Yu
Yan shook her head, but, "Coco, you're so stupid. If you don't help Xiao
Yun, how can you help him spread the word?"
"……how
come?"
"Because
Xiao Yun's purpose is to let you talk." Lobbyist, or good luck, can Coco really
help Xiao Yun take her? In short, Xiao Yun finally benefited.
Coco
shook his lips suddenly, "I said that this person has too many
hearts!"
Yu
Yan smiled slightly.
"Then
don't you really go?"
She
still shook her head.
The
next day, Yu Yan went to Xiao's house. I heard from the old lady mouth that
Xiao Yun was absent except in the morning. Even in the middle of the night, she
only appeared in the morning when the old lady got up. No one knew that he had
gone. Where, even the old lady asked him not to say.
Chapter 142 : Winter is bleak, and there is often no sunshine at all for a few days.
Seeing
that the weather was fine, the old lady said she was going to take a walk by
the lake. She was bored at home and had nothing to do.
In
this way, Yu Yan and the old lady and the aunt wore warm clothes and passed
together.
The
weather was cold, the ground was covered with thick snow, and a footpath was
dug on both sides of the road, although it looked more like a snow ditch.
Yu
Yan helped the old lady slowly.
No
one is unfamiliar with this road. Before Mr Xiao Lao passed away, they had
walked here numerous times. All the pastures, trees, bricks and tiles recorded
the past memories.
Yu
Yan thought, the old lady wanted to walk out, maybe it was not because she was
bored at home, she was more, she still wanted to come here to see it, and look at
the path that she had walked for more than ten years, it carried them more Shen
Duo's past and past ...
When
I reached the edge of the small lake, there was a vast white area with no green
at all, and the wooden chairs that could be used for rest were frozen and stiff
at the moment, sitting alone on the snow.
Mother
Xiao stepped forward, felt her hand, and missed it : "This chair has been around for several
years. I remember that I have changed it several times before."
Yu
Yan has seen it more than once. Father Xiao and Mother Xiao sat on this wooden
chair to rest and talk to the sky, watching the sunrise and sunset, or simply
sitting for a while. At that time, they might have thought about parting, and
also talked about parting. But it is not as soon as the real parting will be,
the unspeakable pain and suffering.
Yu
Yan nodded and said, "Well, I remember it was like one night more than two
years ago, when there was a sudden heavy rain, I heard that the wooden chair was
damaged the next day."
The
aunt remembered something and immediately clapped her hands and smiled,
"Yeah, yeah, I remember, we also came to see this chair when it was
removed!"
Such
a trivial matter is not enough to attract attention. The most important thing
is that the old lady and Mr Xiao care more about this. They are puzzled and
leave an impression.
Xiao
Mu said with a smile : "Yeah, we have lived here for so long,
and these small facilities around have been renovated several times, and they
have long since disappeared."
Yu
Yan knew that the old lady thought of it before.
She
added : "I'm satisfied."
Yu
Yan was puzzled. "... Satisfied?"
Satisfied,
what is it? What regret and pain should be the person left behind.
"I
have lived with Lao Xiao for decades. What haven't I experienced along the way?
We have all experienced good, bad, happy and sad, and Xiao Yun. I am really
satisfied "Mother Xiao said," Live to our age, and make a day more,
not to mention you know your uncle body, I know how hard he supports, and he
doesn't need to be so tired when he goes.
Yu
Yan knew that she could not understand the old lady thoughts. Would she be so
calm if she replaced her? Certainly not.
How
painful it can be to lose a longtime companion.
She
looked at the old lady, and saw her horns stained with frost and snow,
representing the lines of time, the old spots that can not be ignored ... She
still smiled, her eyes sparkled, which made Yu Yanyu think that she was still
young, Her heart never grows old! The old one was just a skin that had been
polished by the years.
When
Xiao mother saw Yu Yanyan, she smiled and patted the back of her hand, and
said, "Yu Yan, I know you have always been very obedient and orderly, and
you will take care of the big picture. To be honest, I like you very much. In
this way, because this is the most suitable for Xiao Yun, he needs such a wife.
So he brought you back and said that he would get married. I have no objection.
"
Mother
Xiao said : "But then I don’t think so. There are too
many rules in the world. What’s not suitable is not good. It’s all wrong to
worry about this and that. It’s all fake! The most important thing is yourself,
because you fight I don’t like it, so there are so many inappropriate, that’s
not good, that’s not good, who doesn’t like it, you don’t believe it. Yu Yan,
you have to know, the hardest thing in the world is not the right to money Fame
and fortune is not to find a suitable person to marry and have children, but
whether you can live a happy life! "
Yu
Yan listened carefully and nodded : "Well, I know, auntie, don't worry. But
... why do you suddenly say this?" She wondered.
"I
am worried that you will suffer in the future! Lao Xiao also missed you when he
left, alas, no matter what you want to do in the future, no matter if you marry
someone or have a child, it’s all right, I just hope you Your heart is bright.
Only if you are clear and understand in your heart, will you not be deceived or
hurt. "
"Auntie,
although I still don't understand a lot of the truth, but I know how to protect
myself, really, don't worry."
Mother
Xiao smiled and patted Yu Yan's back again.
Xiao
Yun stepped on the falling snow and came from a distance. There was no noise
here, and he clearly heard the conversation between his mother and Yu Yan.
...
but he felt that none of this remark was directed at him, and he had clearly
mentioned his thoughts with the old lady.
"Mom."
He approached and looked at Yu Yan again. "Come."
The
sound is low-alcohol, with a hint of joy.
Yu
Yan nodded.
Mother
Xiao asked : "Aren't you busy with something these
days, why are you back so early?"
"Just
... almost done." He asked, "Would you like to go over there?"
Mother
Xiao said, "Go ahead, I won't go. I will be tired after coming out. My
aunt and I will go back first."
The
aunt immediately stepped forward and supported Mother Xiao, and said,
"Okay, then I'll send my wife back."
Xiao
Yun smiled and looked at Yu Yan. Yu Yan didn't look at him and said, "I'm
a bit tired, let's go back together."
Xiao
Yun : "Okay, then we will go home."
Yu
Yan "..."
The
aunt helped the old lady to walk in front, and Yu Yan and Xiao Yun walked
behind them side by side. The old lady walked slowly, and they also walked one
by one, slowly walking, as if walking outside during leisure.
During
the period, Xiao Yun watched Yu Yan several times, Yu Yan remained indifferent,
but never saw it.
Xiao
Yun asked : "Why didn't you answer my call?"
"Why
answer your call?"
"Angry?"
Yu
Yan frowned.
"Okay,
no answer." He laughed. "Let's go somewhere when we have time."
"I'm
fine, I don't have time."
"I
knew you would say that."
"..."
Xiao
Yun's attitude was natural, as if he didn't care about Yu Yan's indifference
and alertness to him. Even if Yu Yan didn't answer, he could ask and answer
himself happy, regardless of whether Yu Yan wanted to listen or not.
Until
the door of Xiao Zhai house, the old lady had already gone in, Yu Yan was
pulled by Xiao Yun, and then something was stuck in her palm, and the strange
shape made her frown.
A
small circle.
She
shook her fist and looked at Xiao Yun.
"This
is what I did when I was traveling with my mom in a craft workshop. Here is a
travel gift for you."
During
that time, he was thinking about her all the time, wanting to meet, or saying a
word, a word. He originally thought that time can kill people feelings and
past, but it turns out that time has not played any role in him Those that have
never passed away for him, in his world, all this is now, he has never
forgotten half of it.
What
about Yu Yan? She looked more free and easy than before, as if she had let go
of everything.
The
calmness in her eyes when he looked at him made him scared. There was no
unexpected excitement, no panic, no rejection and resistance, and of course
there was no joy. He became the past in her eyes and the abandoned past.
Xiao
Yun took two steps back, his eyebrows softened, and in his eyes was the meaning
she could not understand.
The
only thing she could see, he seemed very happy, with some vague expectations.
"This
is my gift."
"you……".
"It's
so cold, let's go home soon." He stomped. "Let's go, what are you
doing?"
"..."
Looking
at the back of Xiao Yun striding away, Yu Yan quickly disappeared at the door.
Opening
her palm, she turned out to be a silver ring.
Xiao Yun hid behind the door and looked
at the gloomy outside through the crack of the door that had not yet been
closed.
He
knew she didn't want to accept anything from him, but he wanted to give it to
her even if she was throwing or throwing it. He also wanted to make a decision
for Yu Yan and let her decide, even if she did throw it away. At least it
reflects the value of its existence.
Its
value is in front of Yu Yan.
He
saw Yu Yan lowering her head, and the tiny ring was pinched between her
fingers. As for the size, he was not sure if she could still put her finger
after three years.
It
should be possible, because in the past three years, Yu Yan hasn't changed
much. She is still slender, thin, and beautiful, which is something he deeply
remembers.
Suddenly,
Yu Yan raised her hand, and he saw her throwing the ring out. Her handsome face
was as calm and natural as it was at the beginning.
He
froze, grinning, and smirking.
"Rejected
again?"
At
dinner, the old lady suddenly talked to Xiao Yun. Yu Yan left Xiao's house as
early as the old lady took a lunch break. At this moment, Xiao Yun and Xiao
mother were at the dinner table.
Xiao
Yun asked : "What did Yu Yan say to you?"
"Yu
Yan doesn't say it, I guess I can guess it." One was a daughter-in-law who
had been with her for a few years, and the other was a biological son who
jumped out of her stomach. She didn't say how much she knew, but she wouldn't
be too stupid to see everything. Don't come out, "When you were by the
lake before, although you weren't very good, but this time you get home, you
look even worse. Is this all right?"
"Did
she say anything to you?"
"No,
although Yu Yan didn't tell me anything, but I can see that she really wants to
start everything aside and start a good life. I know what you want to save, but
don't underestimate it. The determination of a woman who decided to start again
after being broken! "
"I
know……"
He smiled helplessly, just because he
knew, he was more distressed, and he wanted to get a place in Yu Yan, not too
much, as long as she was willing to know him again.
He
didn't want to be excluded from the gloomy life.
"I
really don't know, I don't know what to do to get her to accept me again."
For
the first time in his life, he was so helpless that he couldn't find an outlet
here with all his energy.
The
old lady fell asleep, Xiao Yun accounted for her aunt to pay more attention at
night and put on her clothes to prepare to go out.
The
aunt couldn't help wondering : "Sir, you go out these few nights, and
you have come back the next morning. Where are you going? If the old lady asks
..."
"Just
call me when you get there and I'll get back right away."
He
did not want to say more, even if the aunt was worried and confused, she had to
bear it.
Xiao
Yun has gone out.
The
place he is going to is not far away, nor strange, is the old house where he
and Yu Yan visited a few days ago, their former wedding room. The spiders fell
there, the sky was full of dust, and the room was desolate, which made him feel
very bad. He couldn't sleep that night, came back to look again, and then
started to pack up.
Although
it is extremely inefficient due to hands, at least the cobwebs and dust have
been cleaned up.
If
Yu Yan is also there ...
Chapter 143 : Xiao Yun was deceased for half a day. When he appeared at the table the next morning, he asked if Yu Yan would come over today?
Mother
Xiao snickered : "I thought you wouldn't ask
anymore!"
Xiao
Yun also smiled,
"In
fact, I don't want to ask her."
"Then
you still ask?"
He
took a sip of milk, his voice was faint, and he was helpless : "I don't want to, I don't want to? It's
so easy. Why do I now?"
Xiao
Yun is now deeply aware of a sentence : mind and body can not help themselves.
"Mom,
haven't you answered me yet, will Yu Yan come?"
"I
don't know!" Xiao mother said, "I don't know, she didn't say that she
would come over today, nor did she say she couldn't come. If you want to know,
ask yourself, what is this old lady doing?"
"..."
Xiao
Yun also wanted to ask herself, but she didn't even answer his phone call and
did not reply to the text message. He couldn't speak at all.
Xiao's
mother looked at Xiao Yun's embarrassed look. It was funny and helpless. In
recent years, she has been watching Xiao Yun with her own eyes. He has never
been able to let go of Yan. She knows that she also wants to talk to Yu Yan and
tell her Persuade her that everyone will make mistakes, as long as you know
what you can do to correct them, it is not impossible to give a chance.
But
she is not a party. Even if she knows how Yu Yan was harmed in this marriage,
she can't feel her feelings. Of course, she won't understand how scarred it
will be for her.
Some
stories that are understated to others may be shocking to others.
It
was her son who made the mistake, and she really had no position to persuade Yu
Yan.
The
only thing she hopes is that Yu Yan can truly untie her knot and live a happy
life. As for whether the future person was Xiao Yun, she didn't care.
Mother
Xiao asked : "Are you going out this afternoon?"
Xiao
Yun frowned, and said, "No, just go to the company and take a look."
These
are two different locations.
Mother
Xiao did not pierce him, nodded, and continued to eat.
"Xiao
Yun, I don't care what you want to do, but if it doesn't work, just forget
it."
Xiao
Yun was stunned, speechless.
Mother
Xiao said : "You have to force it, but it is harmful
to others, so you will not be happy."
"I
know."
How
can Xiao Yun not understand such a simple truth? He and Yu Yan were separated
for a few years, and he had not met for a long time. He deeply understood how
much Yu Yan resisted him, and why didn't he want to give up this like, He
worked hard and didn't think, watch or listen. He thought that he and she had
forgotten each other, and they were all settled. This is the best ending
between them.
But
he was totally at a loss, how hard he liked to suppress, how turbulent the
rebound was, and even the rare calmness in his heart fell short when he saw Yu
Yan.
On
the sofa that afternoon, he saw Yu Yan again for more than half a year. She
fell asleep unconsciously, her face was clean, her expression was soft, her
hair was scattered, her phone was pinched by her powerlessly ... !! Fall to the
ground.
It
sounded a little, more like a stone falling in the lake of his peaceful heart,
everything before it all became useless.
"I
can imagine that Yu Yan will marry and have children with other men, but I
cannot accept that the woman around me is not Yu Yan."
Xiao
Yun said.
For
a few days, Yu Yan did not appear at Xiao Zhai, Xiao Yun did not see her.
Yu
Yan's work is settled. She still teaches Chinese in a private elementary
school. The work is easy and the working environment is very simple. After
adapting for a few days, she has completely mastered the laws there. In fact,
they are all similar. Does not seem to have changed much.
Very
stable and very reassuring, the only thing that worried Yu Yan's heart was the
old lady condition. She can see that the old lady health is getting worse and
worse, she is supported by drugs, and she spends more and more time in bed ...
After
returning home from work, my mother was still busy cooking in the kitchen, and
my father was holding his towel and organizing his chessboard and pawns.
"came
back."
"Ok."
"By
the way, Xiao Yun is here today. I brought some things over, and I also have
yours, and put them in your room." Yu Yu said.
Yu
Yan didn't respond much, oh.
Father
Yu sighed silently and didn't say much.
Yu
Yan returned to the room, and she saw a gift box on the desk, which was a very
small royal blue.
She
lowered her bag, walked over and opened it for a look—the ring.
It's
another ring.
Yu Yan didn't know if Xiao Yun was
addicted to giving the ring? He gave her one last time, and this one looks no
different from the previous one ...
Holding
the ring, she snapped.
He
obviously gave her one, why did he give it another few days later?
At
dinner, Mother Yu talked about Xiao Yun as usual, and just talking about it,
but in those few meanings, Yu Yan's ears had given birth to calluses, and she
didn't seem to feel at all calm in her heart.
Father
Yu couldn't see it. When Yu Yan went to the kitchen to wash the dishes, he
pulled his wife to a side and said in a small voice : "I said, why do you only have a long age
and not a brain? If you have an opinion, you keep talking about it, and you are
not afraid of counter-effects? If you really want to have a good look, you can
say a few words! "
"Then
I didn't see Yu Yan all the time ..."
"What
has been? You just have more things to do! Turn your elbows out! Don't just
toss, Xiao Yun wants to reconcile with Yu Yan, can you just say a few good
things for Xiao Yun in the middle? Your words are so effective at first
Divorce? Leave it alone, and let Xiao Yun use his sincerity to touch the gloomy
face. If Xiao Yun can't do this, what compound recommendation will start?
"
He
fluttered his sleeves and murmured.
At
this point, he is on the side of Yu Yan.
Yu
father's words were still a bit useful. At least Yu Yan really seldom heard her
talk about Xiao Yun in her mother's mouth, although it was occasionally
mentioned, it was rare.
The
winter is over, spring is coming, everything is recovering, and heavy snow is
beginning to melt.
Life
is still the same, the only difference is that the old lady has been transferred
from Xiao Zhai to the hospital. Although Xiao Zhai is under the care of a
doctor, the staff who are not able to go to the hospital are fully equipped.
She
is thinner and more tortured, but still optimistic and tenacious. Yu Yan has
never heard her cry hard and tired. Every time she sees the old lady, she
laughs, simple, happy and hopeful.
"I
want to live longer. I want to spend more time with Xiao Yun."
She
actively cooperates with the treatment, and will try to eat even if she has
vomited. She wants to live and work hard for this. It is not just to die
unwillingly, it is more like an open-mindedness to see through life and death.
"He
too lonely. If I go too, he really lonely."
Alone?
Yu
Yan couldn't imagine Xiao Yun's loneliness. In her memory and cognition, he was
lively. No matter where he appeared, there were a bunch of people holding
respect; whatever he wanted, he would send it with both hands without speaking
There are a bunch of people who want to stab him and have a relationship with
him; he has more passion for work and career and is very successful; his copper
walls and iron walls, even caring will be regarded as unnecessary ...
He
is not someone who can feel lonely.
...
"I said what are you doing here?"
Ling
Lin watched Yu Yan approach, she came to see the old lady, but did not want to
see Yu Yan who was fascinated in the corridor first. Out of doubt, she asked
again.
Yu
Yan looked back, and when she saw Ling Lin, she shook her head and said,
"Well, nothing."
"Is
Xiao Xiao in a bad situation?"
"No."
Ling
Lin breathed a sigh of relief and asked, "What are you doing? Don't you go
in?"
Yu
Yan looked at Ling Lin and smiled : "It's okay, you go in, I'll go
first."
"Yuyan!"
Ling Lin suddenly called her.
Yu
Yan was puzzled : "... something?"
Ling
Lin shook her head and said, "Do you know why I haven't liked you so
much?"
Yu
Yan looked at Ling Lin unexpectedly, "What does this have to do with
me?"
Ling
Lin froze and said to herself : "I admit that Xiao Yun is one of the
reasons, but the other thing is that I don't like your stuffy character. I hate
it like you. Ask and don't say it, but you guess and think about it by
yourself. You are hiding like this, and no one can know what you are thinking.
Can you expect everyone to be a maggot in your stomach? "
Yu
Yan was really surprised now : "Why are you telling me this?"
She
is really puzzled. Although her relationship with Ling Lin is not as stiff as
before, it is not much better. It is a relationship that she does not need to
say hello once in a while.
Ling
Lin said : "I just can't get used to you and Xiao
Yun. I obviously have each other in my heart, but I have tossed back and forth
like this! How many years have it been? As for it?" Besides, the old lady
is going to be bad, so I can’t take those Let go of the past ...
Yu
Yan said, "This should have nothing to do with you?"
Ling
Lin : "You ..."
"I
still have something to do. Go ahead."
"..."
Ling
Lin looked at Yu Yan's distant figure, stomped with anger, she and Yu Yan
really couldn't get along!
Who
knew when he turned around, he saw Xiao Yun who did not know when he appeared,
and how long he had come and how much he had heard.
"Not
going to send?"
Xiao
Yun gave her a glance, said nothing, and returned to the ward.
Ling
Lin helped her, feeling quite helpless.
She
really couldn't understand Yu Yan and Xiao Yun. She could guess some of Xiao
Yun's thoughts before, but later, she couldn't even see what he wanted to do.
And Yu Yan, she is too good at hiding emotions, she really can't understand
her.
Do
these two people really have a chance?
...
Xiao
Yun stood on the balcony and saw Yu Yan walk out of the inpatient building, and
soon disappeared on the lush road.
There
is no hope.
She didn't want to look back at him, even
with a glance ...
Chapter 144 : "It's not Xiao Yun I know when watching people leave secretly."
Lexus
came to the balcony with the smoke in his eyes, and glanced downstairs
thoughtfully,
He
really didn't understand. Since he likes it, he must use it too strong to rush
home, and he can hate it. He will talk to him first! As for being a wife?
Xiao
Yun frowned, silent.
Lexus
shrugged, extinguished his cigarette butts, and became more boring.
A
few more days passed, the weekend.
Yu
Yan was idle at home. This morning, she called Xiao Zhai and asked if her aunt
had prepared lunch for her old lady and some supplements for health. She also
prepared pork rib soup to avoid heavy weight. Although the old lady ate very
little because of her illness.
The
aunt thought about what she had prepared, and asked Yu Yan again, "When
will you pass?"
"I'll
be out soon."
"Okay,
then we'll see you later."
The
aunt hung up the phone, thinking that Xiao Yun said that he would go to the
hospital for lunch with the old lady, and just prepared some refreshments, if
possible, it would also ease the relationship between Xiao Yun and Yu Yan,
although she did not want to Yu Yan and Xiao Yun are involved, but now she
doesn't think so.
People
will change, they will be bad, and they will be better. She believes that if
there is another chance, Xiao Yun and Yu Yan will have a good ending!
Who
knew that when she arrived at the hospital, she didn't see Yu Yan or Xiao Yun,
nor the old lady, but an empty house! Even the bed was gone, but the wheelchair
was standing in the corner ...
She
immediately had a bad hunch in her heart. She put down the food container and
went out to find someone to ask. Just when a nurse was passing by, she held her
and asked, "What about the old lady living in this house?"
"Oh,
rescue in the operating room."
"..."
Suddenly, she felt a flower in front of her, and almost stood still. The nurse
quickly hugged her and advised : "Don't worry, calm down first, go to the
operating room to see?" She saw this situation Too many, not surprising.
"Yes,
yes, I'll see, I'll see ..."
The
aunt was so scared that Liu Shen had no one. The nurse was not assured that she
was alone and took her to the operating room.
When
she arrived, she saw Yu Yan and Xiao Yun already guarding the door.
Xiao
Yun leaned his back on the wall, bowed his head, his expression was
indistinguishable; Yu Yan sat on the blue chair with both hands clasped,
waiting anxiously.
She
looked at the three words in the operation again, and she couldn't help tears.
She turned and wiped her eyes.
Somehow,
the door of the operating room finally opened, and a doctor wearing a pale
green surgical gown appeared at the door.
Xiao
Yun strode forward and asked, "How?"
Yu Yan stood up, her heart more tense
and nervous.
"Family
rest assured that the patient has not been affected for the time being. It has
only been operated and it will take some time to observe."
Xiao
Yun breathed a sigh of relief, and his tall body arched slightly, rubbing his
tight, dizzy head.
He
said seriously and seriously, "Thank you."
"You're
welcome, this is what we should do."
The
doctor was also very tired. After explaining something, she left. The old lady
was pushed out of the operating room. She was lethargic and looked very old and
tired. The only good thing is that she is still breathing, although Weak and
weak.
The
old lady □ .. After a good meal, she also returned to the ward. The aunt took
the food to the nurse and heated it with a microwave. "Come and eat
something, don't starve your body."
Yu
Yan has no appetite, Xiao Yun has no appetite than Yu Yan.
You
still have to eat without appetite, in order to have good body and energy, and
not to get sick.
Yu
Yan glanced at Xiao Yun, who ate half of the bowl of rice. He didn't eat any
food, and his aunt gave him a small bowl of bone soup before the meal.
After
eating a bowl of rice, he put down his chopsticks and stopped moving.
"I'll
go to the doctor and ask the situation."
Yu
Yanchi nodded his lips : "Well, you go."
After
Xiao Yun left, Yu Yan ate two bites of rice, which she couldn't eat. She put
down the tableware and sighed at the gray sky outside the window.
The
aunt stayed outside the observation room, unwilling to leave, Yu Yan couldn't
stand the dull atmosphere, and left the hospital when it was dark.
She
didn't go home directly, but swayed all the way, she unknowingly approached her
former residence, and Xiao Yun had called her several times ...
Click
The
closed room door was pushed open, and in the darkness of the room, only a
slight faint light drifted into the doorway and windows.
Yu
Yan went in and pressed the room light.
Very
clean.
The
dust was gone, the smell of mold was gone, and the long-abandoned obsolescence
and frustration were gone, and even the spiders that fell in the corner were
gone ...
The
newly changed furniture is exactly the same as before, and the manuscripts
scattered on the floor and on the coffee table, even the coat hanging on the
sofa, are exactly the same as before!
All
of this is completely different from the last time I met! It also gave Yu Yan
the illusion of returning to three years ago. On that sunny day, she and Xiao
Yun decided to sign a divorce agreement here.
Does
Xiao Yun want her to come back just to show her this?
She
remembered his back when standing in the operating room. At that moment, she
finally felt that he was lonely.
Even
if he succeeds in his career, what happens to both fame and fortune, what he
loves and loves will leave him, and everything he pays will not compete with
death! Who and who are sincere, and who will be false to whom, are some of the
sincerity of those Vanity Fairs? .
You
will be alone ...
Apparently,
it didn't take long, and her mother called and asked when she would go home at
ten o'clock at night.
"Why
haven't you come back yet, are you still in the hospital? How is the old
lady?"
"No,
I'm on my way back."
"Well,"
Yu said, "drive slowly, be careful on the road."
"Okay,
I see. Don't wait for me, you go to bed first, I'll be right there."
Hanging
up, Yu Yan glanced at the room again and turned to leave.
"Yuyan."
Xiao
Yun, who was supposed to be in a hospital, suddenly appeared at the door. He
looked at her, Jun Yi face was calm and his eyes were deep.
Yu
Yan never thought that she would meet Xiao Yun like this. She was beaten a few
beats in surprise. For a moment, she was at a loss and embarrassed. She
squeezed her hands, "... how are you here?"
Xiao
Yun said, "Recently, I come here occasionally."
Yu
Yan looked at him and nodded : "Oh."
She
didn't continue to ask anything, she only said, "It's getting late, I'll
go back first."
Xiao
Yun said, "Let's go, I'll send you."
"No,
I drove over."
"Let's
go."
"..."
Xiao
Yun had already stepped out.
In
the car, Yu Yan sat in the co-pilot and looked at the gray night scene outside
the window.
In
the quiet atmosphere, except for the buzz of the car, there was no noise at
all, Xiao Yun didn't speak, and Yu Yan didn't know what to say-such an
accidental encounter made people feel awkward even if they didn't speak.
"Don't
think about it, go home and rest." Xiao Yun said to Yu Yan in the
underground garage.
Yu
Yan nodded and unfastened the seat belt. "You also ... pay attention to
your body." She knew that Xiao Yun was more worried than herself.
Xiao
Yun said, "Well."
Yu
Yan got out of the car, and Xiao Yun followed Yu Yan out of the car.
He
saw her take two steps away and then turned back : "Yes, you go to the doctor later, what
did the doctor say? What about the old lady?"
Xiao
Yun stepped forward and approached her and said, "The doctor said that for
the time being there is no major problem. When the situation stabilizes,
discuss further treatment. Don't worry, we will find a way."
"...
Is the old lady body really unable to undergo surgery?"
"Well,
the surgery is too risky."
"..."
Yu
Yan was helpless and unwilling, conservative treatment, and did not know that
it could prolong life for several days.
She
could not accept such a death.
"Yuyan
..."
"Ok?"
Xiao
Yun looked at the top of Yu Yan's dark head and her long, soft hair. At this
moment, it seemed to have infected her mood. The whole person seemed to be
shrouded in the night, losing his vitality and vitality.
He
stepped forward and gave her a light hug.
His
side face was against her hair, cold and soft, slender and warm.
Yu
Yan opened her eyes in surprise, and the ear was a man's throbbing heartbeat,
fast and chaotic.
"Yuyan."
The nose was familiar with a faint fragrance, and his head was relieved after a
few days of pain. He was obviously very mental now, but now he was tired,
"You should push me away."
Yu
Yanchen looked at the white-lacquered ceiling. She knew that she should push
Xiao Yun away. She could push him away. His arms were not tight enough, and his
arms were not strong enough. She could push him away. But the moment she raised
her hand, she couldn't move when she heard the sigh of tiredness and
contentment.
why?
Can't hesitate? Why can't it be seen as before, can't hear, feel, reject
everything ...
She
was confused.
Just
like before, she said, "Xiao Yun, let me go."
Xiao
Yun said, "Huh?"
Yu
Yan : "It's late, I should go home."
Xiao
Yun : "..."
He
watched Yu Yan disappear at the elevator entrance. Although she didn't look
back at him on the way, she didn't hesitate at all, and her back was as firm
and straightforward as usual, but this time did not make him feel that much
more than every time before. Despair and pain.
Even
though he couldn't feel her heartbeat, he still didn't know what she was
thinking, he couldn't see the kind of mood she felt when facing him, and he
didn't know if she would be as cold as usual when she saw him again tomorrow
According to him thousands of miles away ...
However,
this is the first time that Yu Yan has not struggled to leave him.
He
was short and long, and he would always wait for her.
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