Novels » I Am Separated From This Marriage » Chapter 100 : Just when Ling Lin and Ling Zhi sang and
chatted, the door of the ward was accidentally pushed open again.
He
was imposing and powerful, his sharp eyes swept across the room, his voice was
cold : "Lexus, take your sister out."
Ling
Zhi was surprised because of the appearance of Xiao Yun. Ling Lin stayed for a
while, and then Xiao Yun's words made her happy. She smiled, looked at Yu Yan
and said, "Let's go first."
Yu
Yan bowed his head : "Please."
Ling
Zhi pushed Ling Lin out.
Yu
Yan held a tea cup in her hands and drank tea, her face was light and unhappy,
and if she looked closely, she could see that the corners of her mouth were
slightly raised, and she smiled very lightly.
Ling
Lin didn't notice that Ling Zhi wouldn't care about this little detail, only
Xiao Yun who was standing at the door, because of this inexplicable smile, his
face suddenly became more stunned and ugly.
Ling
Lin looked up, and the surprise of that moment had gradually disappeared. She
quietly observed Xiao Yun, and found that his face was deep and
incomprehensible to her, and it was an emotion she could not understand ...
Why
did Xiao Yun show such an almost sad and lost look?
Ling
Lin's heart trembled, and it was disturbing to have more in it.
Ling
Zhi had pushed Ling Lin to the door. He raised his eyebrows and asked,
"What's up with us?" His smile was always frivolous, "Looking at
your hair, really hurt your head?"
Xiao
Yun gave him a glance, "None of you will come back in the future. Get
out!"
He
turned and stepped into the room, hooked his back foot, and the heavy wooden
door slammed onto it!
"..."
"..."
This
sudden change made Lexus and Ling Lin look at each other. Kicked at the door,
"Get off ?! Xiao Yun, tell me clearly-"
Assistant
Chen was already ready, and Xiaolin stepped forward to stop Ling Zhi, saying : "Calm, this is in the hospital! Ling Er
knows a little, President Xiao did this for a reason!"
Lexus
was angry, "Why? What's the reason? Doesn't he just look at us
unpleasantly! I don't know him yet?"
"You're
wrong! There are really other reasons this time. Among them, I believe Mrs Guo
can answer it for you. Isn't Mrs Guo?"
Ling
Lin looked haggard, Ling Zhi looked at Ling Lin in doubt, but didn't see
anything, and then looked at Assistant Chen. He frowned and asked, "What
are you selling?"
Assistant
Chen : "This ..." He murmured, looking at
Ling Lin with jealousy, seemingly unable to speak.
Lexus was puzzled and asked Ling Lin : "Sister, do you say? Sister,
sister?"
"……what?"
"I
called you several times. What did you want?"
Ling
Lin rubbed her forehead : "No, it's okay, I'm tired, I want to go
back to rest first."
Ling
Zhi stared : "... Go back? You're not angry? Xiao Yun
actually treats you this way!"
"It's
okay. Let's go. My feet hurt. Go back first."
Ling
Lin insisted that if Ling Zhi was dissatisfied and confused, she could only
send Ling Lin back.
Assistant
Chen held his chin to watch Ling's siblings go away, and smiled and shook his
head. This Mrs Guo was pretty good.
...
On
the other side, Xiao Yun, who had entered the room, saw the sullenness in his
heart alleviate a lot when he saw Yu Yan's surprised look.
"Are
you surprised?"
Yu
Yan opened her lips, chuckled, and shook her head : "I know, you know more than me. You do it
for your own reasons. But I don't want to do that shield, I don't want to mess
with it Unnecessary trouble, please don't do this again next time. "
Xiao
Yun's mood was a little bit better and he immediately returned to his place,
but he only thought he deserved it, "Maybe things are not as complicated
as you think."
"Maybe,
it's the same."
Xiao
Yun laughed at herself : "Yu Yan, I really don't understand you
now."
Yu
Yan : "..."
Yu
Yan said, "I don't think we should ever know each other, do we? It's the
best ending we can have together."
"I
regret."
"..."
Yu
Yan went downstairs for a walk, and what happened in the morning still seemed
vivid.
Xiao
Yun said he regretted and then left. The eager and quick back when he left made
her think he seemed to be running away. Who is Xiao Yun? With his eyes open
like that, will he run away and be afraid?
She
couldn't say clearly, and she couldn't understand it anymore.
After
a while, she went back upstairs.
Unexpectedly, she saw Ling Lin waiting in
front of the corridor, and she nodded in greeting. Ling Lin did not respond,
only looked at her with a strange look and observed her.
Yu
Yan left quickly, without much digging.
Ling
Lin watched Yu Yan go away, her eyes followed closely, until Yu Yan
disappeared, she clenched her fist tightly and patted the handrail of the
wheelchair again!
She
couldn't think of it anyway, Xiao Yun would be sincere to Yu Yan!
No
wonder, no wonder ...
·
The
appointed time at noon soon arrived, and Yu Yan went to Xiao Yun's ward as
promised.
He
prepared a lunch that was not grand, but not easy.
Flowers,
candles and food.
Yu
Yan has never understood why Xiao Yun must take such a form, is it the
so-called perfect ending?
After
eating the last dessert, Yu Yan put down a small spoon.
She
looked at Xiao Yun—Xiao Yun didn't use chopsticks very much, and his eyes fell
on her all the way, dark and deep, a kind of dark light that could not be
understood and seen through.
He
didn't speak, got up and walked to the side, picked up the file and handed it
to Yu Yan.
Yu
Yan stood up and picked up-
He
did not let go.
Stalemate,
she looked up at him.
He
laughed : "Do you really not understand, or
pretended not to understand?"
Yu
Yan thought back and said, "Should I understand?"
Xiao
Yun fixed his eyes and wanted to see some other emotions from Yu Yan's face,
such as reluctance, for example, he didn’t need much. As long as he had a
little hesitation and hesitation, it was the best comfort for him. But she
didn't, her face was quiet and gentle, her manners were just right, she raised
her hands and acted calmly ...
She
never even asked why he kissed her out of control then.
Is
she too disguised, or is she really out of love?
He
couldn't see it. He found that the more he cared, the deeper he got, but the
more he couldn't understand the woman in front of him. A woman he could see
through at a glance.
Xiao
Yunsong let go.
Yu
Yan got the divorce agreement.
"Then
I'll go back first."
She
passed him sideways and walked towards the door.
Until the door was closed, she saw the
stiff back of a man standing with her back to her.
Click-
The
door closed.
Hope
this time, it's really over.
Assistant
Chen was in the corridor outside the door and saw something in Yu Yan's hand,
he smiled at Yu Yan. Yu Yan smiled back.
Entering
into the room, she looked at the divorce agreement, how insisted on what she
wanted, and finally got it at this moment, but she didn't feel much in her
heart. There was only one kind of unhappiness, sadness, unhappiness, and the
dust was about to fall Definitely.
She
shook her head and laughed.
Suddenly!
The
door behind her was suddenly pushed open, Yu Yan turned back in surprise, and
saw Xiao Yun with a serious look. She almost conditionedly hid the divorce
agreement behind her-
"You
... hey!"
...
...
...
She
widened her eyes and saw the man's face close at hand.
Deep
eye sockets, handsome nose bridges, thick ink sword eyebrows ... People beards
... Airtight hugs and kisses, strong and domineering entanglements, like
burning kisses ...
Yu
Yan was trapped in his arms, there was nowhere to hide, nowhere to run, and the
burning kiss that took almost all her air and strength!
She
felt her heart beating very fast, her ears and cheeks burning, her head was
buzzing, and she was shocked and angry when she was at a loss-he kissed her
like he did last time, as if he was evoking memories. Kiss her like that!
What
is he doing? !! are you crazy!
She
struggled, and he kissed even harder, as if only then he could feel at ease.
"Understand?"
He finally stepped back and asked hoarsely.
"..."
She was so angry that she couldn't speak for a while, glaring at him.
"Don't
understand?" Xiao Yun said with a smile in his voice. "Listen, I'll
fuck you like you!"
-
Yu
Yan was discharged from the hospital. My father came to the hospital to pick
her up and return to Yu house. Coco sent the black cat after work at night. No
one took care of the black cat when he entered the house. Yu Yan called it and
ignored it. He found a corner by himself Hiding, I don't know if I'm angry or I
don't know Yu Yan.
Mother is cooking in the kitchen, and
father is beating.
Yu
Yan was sick, and she chatted with Coco in the room, and packed some clothes by
the way.
Coco
saw the wound on the corner of Yu Yan's mouth, without asking explicitly, saying,
"Are you sure Xiao Yun will not regret this time?"
Yu
Yan wasn't sure, especially after listening to his words, the firm tone and
attitude was not like she would give up, even if she had already got the
divorce agreement.
"I
don't know, I hope there are no other changes."
"Hope.
Xiao Yun saved you with all your heart this time, Yu Yan, you tell me the
truth, you are still touched, right? After all, it is difficult for ordinary
people to do ... I think of what you did to Xiao Yun before. Feeling that you
wouldn't insist on divorce so much? "
"Thanks
for it, complain about it, people hearts are complex and unpredictable, they
will be firm and erratic, but these cannot affect the final result."
Coco
looked at Yu Yan and said with emotion :
"I thought you would hesitate,
after all ... this is also a change, isn't it?"
She
shook her head. "I know. But it's impossible."
The
biggest difference between her and Xiao Yun is that she has a fresh memory of
those three years and has never forgotten them; and Xiao Yun ... he doesn't
have those three years, and only now, his present, is a lot of her great
efforts To this day.
Even
the liking in his mouth only made Yu Yan think that what he liked was the one
who wanted to divorce him.
And
she married him, he has no feelings.
Such
changes and feelings only made her feel funny and inexplicable.
She
didn't even know where she had attracted Xiao Yun's attention and made him like
it?
Chapter 101 : After Yun Yan left, Xiao Yun also left the hospital. Although his injury is more serious than Yu Yan,
However,
he was extremely resistant to hospitalization, and if it wasn't for Yu Yan who
was next to him, he wouldn't be so long at the hospital.
When
he left the hospital, he saw Lexus, who was waiting downstairs.
Ling
Zhi was very concerned about Xiao Yun's indifferent attitude. Assistant Chen's
ambiguous words also puzzled him. Ling Lin said nothing to him, and he knew
nothing when asked, so he went to Xiao Yun directly. Besides, his temper is
direct and reckless, he doesn't know how to hide, he doesn't know how to hide,
and there is nothing to hide.
"Xiao
Yun, to be honest, why have you been like this recently?"
In
the cold wind, Xiao Yun's black suit was covered with a knee-length
windbreaker. He stood upright, his eyebrows were quite cold, and his eyes were colder
than the cold wind outside.
"Lexus,
I used to think you were just playful and enjoyable, but now it seems that I
think you are lazy, stupid, reckless, full of energy, abbreviated as
waste."
"..."
Lexus
was stunned and stunned. He looked at Xiao Yun in astonishment, his face
flushed, and a great deal of anger and embarrassment gradually emerged. He
sweared angrily! Rushing forward, but was stopped by a few guards in black
suits in two steps. He saw Xiao Yun give him a condescending look, turned
around and walked to the car, someone came up and pulled the door for him, got
in, black car The window cuts off all sight.
After
scolding him, he didn't even say a word!
......
Just go straight?
simply-
"I'm so mad!" Ling Zhi lost his
temper in Ling Lin's ward. "I want to have no ties with Xiao Yun! If I
have any connection with him in the future, my fucking name will be written
upside down!"
Ling
Lin listened to Ling Zhi scolding and said something about it. She was
completely able to guess why Xiao Yun treated Ling Zhi in this way, and was
surprised that Ling Zhi did not make any mistakes. Xiao Yun even targeted him.
Is he going to cut off the relationship with the Ling family completely?
Even so, Ling Lin still did not bring
up the contradictions and Ling Zhi she had with Xiao Yun, leaving him to think
there alone.
-
Xiao
Yun first went back to Xiao's house. Xiao's father Xiao mother was at home.
Xiao mother was idle, so she asked her aunt to chop stuffing with noodles, and
she made dumplings. Father Xiao looked okay at the side, and followed him to
pack a few ugly, less reliable dumplings.
When
Xiao Yun arrived home, he immediately received attention from his family.
"Don't
you say you'll be discharged again for two days? Why did you come back
here?" Xiao's mother asked in confusion.
"The
hospital is too boring."
Assistant
Chen handed the luggage to the maid, and they carried it to the bedroom
upstairs to organize it.
Xiao's
father knew, "Yu Yan was also discharged?"
"……Ok."
Mother
Xiao sighed : "Yu Yan is also going home? Why are you
so anxious, it is not too late to be discharged until you are completely
well!"
Xiao
Yun shrugged : "I'll go upstairs first."
"Well,
go."
Watching
Xiao Yun go upstairs, Mother Xiao said to her husband : "You said, Xiao Yun has the heart to
start again after a change, and the last time I ate ... Yu Yan is not
feelingless, is it still possible?
Father
Xiao shook his head : "Let's not intervene and don't ask too
much, let them decide for themselves."
"I
know, okay. But I can't rest assured ..."
Xiao
Yun returned to the bedroom upstairs. This place where he lived for a long time
didn't feel anything. Now when he enters the door and sees the quietness and
openness of the house, he feels a little lonely and lonely. Especially after
seeing some furniture that Yu Yan used. This feeling is especially obvious.
When
Yu Yan left, she cleaned things up very neatly. Everything about her
disappeared completely, as if she were a passenger. When she left, the traces
left would also be taken away.
Xiao
Yun stood in front of the dresser, poked at the wooden table, and thought of
the kiss, he lowered his lips.
Open
a drawer as you go, empty.
He
opened one more hand, and his careless movement suddenly stopped, and he
reached out and took out the card in the drawer.
A
silver line card.
Xiao
Yun remembers that after Yu Yan accidentally rear-ended, he sent her a modified
car. Although she accepted it, she also gave him the corresponding money, which
was equivalent to a sale. He certainly wouldn't accept it, she insisted on
giving it to ... Later, there was a quarrel, but the result was nothing.
I
did not expect her to leave, but left this thing behind.
——At
some point, the principle of self-esteem and self-esteem are extremely strong,
and no flaws can be tolerated.
It's
as if she can accept that he has no feelings for her, can accept a peaceful
breakup, but can't stand his intentions.
-
The
next day, it was overcast for several days and finally cleared up.
Xiao
Yun sat in the car and saw the gloomy face walking in the sun.
In
the winter season, Yu Yan walked on the road wearing a thick winter coat, her
chin was buried in a black scarf, and half of her nose and face were exposed.
Occasionally students around her volunteered to greet the teacher when she
passed by, and she responded with a smile. And this gentle and gentle smile is
rarely seen by Xiao Yun-no, it is rare when facing him.
She
had reached the utmost defense against him, and talking well was a problem, let
alone joking.
There
was a message from her lying on the cell phone asking him when he was free so
that he could go through the divorce procedure on a working day.
Worried
about night long dreams?
He
said, did she think about it seriously, or did she only make her angry once?
Don't want to think back?
He
has not responded yet.
Yu
Yan has entered the school and disappeared under the high wall.
"Let's
go!"
The car quickly left and headed for Xiao.
Maybe
you can approach Yuyan.
He
knew that if there was no reason that was particularly necessary, it would be
impossible to have anything with him in the attitude of Yu Yan today, she would
not be willing, so she would reject him. This was exactly what he didn't want
to see.
Unfortunately,
after the last time, he couldn't go to Yu house without Yu Yan's knowledge.
At
Xiao's, after the morning meeting, Assistant Chen came in to report on the
latest developments in the Liu Lingling incident. The team of lawyers debated
on intentional homicide and applied for a sentence. It was only that Liu
Lingling had a good attitude in confessing her mistakes and suffering and
remorse. It is said that this would win her a lot of points. But they had two
videos of her deliberately hurting her, which was more weighty than that.
Xiao
Yun said, let them do their best, and still do not accept any mediation and
apology, the attitude is arrogant and ruthless.
"Liu
Lingling's family hopes to meet you and bear all the medical expenses as an
apology."
"No,"
his answer never changed, and "don't let them harass melancholy."
"Yes."
...
Yu
Yan received a reply from Xiao Yun at noon, which surprised her.
Xiao
Yun : Are you free at night? Have dinner together.
Yu
Yan : It's not necessary.
Xiao
Yun : I just asked you if you would like to have a
light meal together. There is no other meaning. I thought I had made it very
clear yesterday.
Yu
Yan : I will deliberately make time on the day I go
to the Civil Affairs Bureau. Please confirm the time as soon as possible and
give me a reply.
After
a while, he came back with a good word.
Yu
Yan put away her phone and put it in her clothes pocket.
She
understood that Xiao Yun was deliberately delaying time again? His purpose and
intention have always been clear. With the meaning of continuation, of course,
he cannot easily relax.
She
telephoned Shen Ran and asked, "I have a divorce agreement, but I haven't
registered with the Civil Affairs Bureau. Isn't this useful?"
Suddenly
surprised : "Have you got the divorce
agreement?"
"Yes."
"The
divorce agreement needs to be valid after applying for a divorce certificate.
Once the other party regrets it, it is equivalent to a piece of waste paper, but
it can be used as part of the evidence in the lawsuit. Our second chance will
be much greater. Mr Xiao does not want to register?"
"seems
like it……"
"I
said before that voluntary divorce between the two parties is the fastest way
to divorce. If Mr Xiao can relax, it will save a lot of trouble. Need me to
help you talk to him?"
Yu
Yan thought for a moment : "Thank you, not for now."
"Okay,
you can mention it if you need help."
"Thanks,
bye."
"bye."
Hang up and look at Lingyang sitting
opposite him.
"You
seem to be very busy lately?"
Lingyang
Guaner : "Where, every day I fight with people, I
also need to find a place to clean up, right?"
Calmly
sneer : "Oh. You don't know that my place was set
up for fights? I'm afraid you've found the wrong place!"
"...
It really seems like that? Why didn't I think of it!"
He
waved his hand calmly : "Once you're done, don't be stupid. When
will your business end?"
"I
don't know, it should be fast." Ling Yang smiled : "I also hope to end soon."
This
last sentence gave Shen Ran an unexpected glance, "It's the first time
I've heard you say this."
He
shrugged : "Because there is one more important
thing that I want to do."
Lingyang
left Shen Ran's studio and drove back to Ling's.
Recently,
the company surface is peaceful. In fact, most of the people in the private are
very worried, and the situation of the three sons of the Ling family has become
the object of private discussion by all employees. Because it matters to their
future.
Lingyang
can understand that high-level people pay more attention to power and status,
while ordinary employees pay more attention to work and future. This is like
ordinary people only discuss, but those who have a little ability and strength
have begun to watch or stand in line.
The
return of Lexus really gave Ling Lin a little more confidence. Although Lexus
is a person who cannot make the right decisions, his identity adds a lot to
him.
Two
to one, Lingyang is temporarily one point behind.
Back
in the office, just sitting down, his phone suddenly vibrated.
At
the same time, a woman's scream suddenly came from Ling Chengxing's office : "It's not good-call an ambulance-!"
-
The
news of Ling Chengxing's sudden illness being sent to the hospital soon spread
in the circle, because it was too unexpected and surprised, Ling's had not
given the correct answer, so only a while later, the rumors were overwhelming.
This made Ling's more turbulent.
Xiao
Yun was surprised when he heard the news : "The last time he met, he looked pretty
good."
Assistant
Chen said with emotion : "Everyone is old, all kinds of physical
problems will come out." Besides, there are still a few uneasy people, and
it is not easy to persist until now. But when Ling Chengxing fell, the three
siblings were unrestrained, and they did not know what would happen.
"Prepare
some great gifts first."
"Yes."
In
the evening, Xiao Yun returned to Xiao Zhai. His parents had heard about the
Ling family and, with emotion, made an appointment to visit the hospital the
next day. They asked Xiao Yun for his opinion : "Are you busy tomorrow, will you go
together?"
Ling
Chengxing is an elder. Although Xiao Yun did not want to see Ling Lin and Ling
Zhi, he did not postpone : "Let's go together."
Mother
Xiao also has the same meaning. They have been with Ling Chengxing for many
years and should visit.
As
for Ling Lin ... she shook her head, wondering what to do. I can only say that
then.
·
The
next day, Xiao Yun accompanied his parents to the hospital.
Ling
Chengxing has been awake, but he is weak and should not be tired. He needs to
rest. The specific results have not yet been explained.
Ling
Yang and Ling Lin were together, but the two factions and horses didn't seem to
be in harmony with each other, and the tide was surging.
What
is surprising and not surprising is that Ling Chengxing temporarily handed over
Ling's to Lingyang, with Guo Hang assisting him. This decision made Ling Lin so
anxious that she almost didn't make a noise, and it became even more unpleasant
to see Ling Yang.
Ling
Chengxing said : "Lingzhi is inadequate and you have not
healed your foot. Lingyang is the best choice."
"Dad,
why is it Lingyang? Even if Lingzhi lacks ability, but he now knows that he has
worked hard, as long as there are a few capable people around him, are he
afraid of doing bad things? It’s been a long time and I have seen a lot.
Naturally, why should it be Lingyang? Let me say that Lingyang is the wolf's ambition
and wants to take the opportunity ... "
"Ling
Lin, don't make a mess!" Ling Chengxing drank, followed by several
extremely weak coughs. Ling Lin frowned, snorted, and did not dare to say
anything in front of Ling Chengxing.
As
a result, the relationship between the Ling family became even more tense.
When
Xiao Yun and others arrived, Ling Chengxing had just announced the decision.
Ling's dozens of senior executives had just left, which was the time when the
relationship was most tense.
After
a simple greeting, Mother Xiao and Ling Lin left the ward and took a seat
outside. Xiao's father left to talk with Ling Chengxing.
Xiao
Yun smoked on the outside balcony. Lexus glanced at him and followed, but he
did not speak. Lingyang and Guo Hang have already gone to the company, and
there are many things waiting for him to handle.
Lexus
suddenly said : "I found ... the last time, you were
right. I was really incompetent and useless. At the critical moment, I was just
a mischief."
Suddenly
his father's sudden fall and the decision just made him soberly realize that he
is a useless person.
Xiao
Yun played a smoke, oh.
This
reaction, Lexus wanted to explode again : "I rub! Brother, you have been weird
recently!"
"Because
it's annoying."
"What
annoying?"
"Trouble
you."
"..."
Lexus said, "You also see me as an unhelpful dou, and you must be laughing
at me!"
Xiao
Yun raised an eyebrow : "You worry more, I don't have that much
energy to pay attention to you."
"……"Oh
shit!
Xiao
Yun leaned on the balcony, glanced at the awkward, quiet and quiet atmosphere
in the house, and smiled : "Sometimes I admire you too. Everyone is
changing, only you have not changed."
Lexus
couldn't fully understand the meaning of this statement, but he knew it wasn't
a good word, presumably speaking something like "don't think aggressively,
don't think aggressively, always step in place" and the like. He could not
refute.
Chapter 102 : "Aunt Xiao, drink tea." Ling Lin delivered the tea cup to Mother Xiao,
"It's
so cold. You have run this trip with Uncle Xiao. You haven't come to see you
recently. How are you? Are you okay?"
The
confusion and awkwardness of Xiao's heart changed due to Ling Lin's usual
greetings. For the first time, she felt that she was a dozen-year-old man, and
her mood was not as stable as a young girl. She smiled : "We It's all good, thank you for your
concern. "
"Thank
you, it should be. Would you like some fruit? Apple? Pear?"
"No,
it's too cold, no trouble." Xiao mother refused.
"Oh,
all right, drink more water."
Xiao
Mu said aloud, sipped her saliva, and she thought about what she said,
"Ling Lin, I have heard of some previous things. It stands to reason that
my wife is not in charge of things between young people. , But you grew up
watching me from a young age, I really treat you as a loved one, I hope you are
good. If I don’t say anything, I will be uneasy again. ”
Ling
Lin froze : "... Aunt Xiao?" She was
inexplicably flustered.
"I
know, you're a good girl, but people make mistakes, as long as you truly
repent, you can pass it?"
Ling
Lin smiled : "Aunt Xiao, have you misunderstood
something? I don't understand ..."
Mother
Xiao sighed silently, patted Ling Lin's back, "Take care of yourself, take
care of your father."
"..."
Ling Lin nodded : "I know this, you can rest assured."
"that's
OK."
...
Ling
Chengxing was sick and hospitalized for a few days, and his health was not as
good as before. Ling Yang took over most of Ling's work under the advice of
Ling Chengxing. Because of his fame, he was not greatly hindered. Ling Lin was
no longer able to recuperate, so she was discharged from the hospital to return
to Ling's work in advance, and Ling Zhi was also detained. This time, he was
not as repulsive as before, and just wanted to escape every day.
Ling's
dark tide was turbulent, and the battle for the dark was more intense.
"It
is said that Mr Ling Chengxing is at the advanced stage of cancer, and the
situation is very bad, I am afraid that time is running out." Assistant
Chen and Xiao Yun said the news he heard, and expressed emotion that the world
was unpredictable and life was impermanent.
Xiao
Yun couldn't help but feel a little sentimental. His life was fragile. He
realized it a long time ago.
Later,
Xiao Yun received a phone call from Ling Zhi and asked him to drink. He wanted
to come to Ling Chengxing's condition, which caused him a serious blow, and
wanted to find a place to vent. Xiao Yun did not refuse this time.
The
location is about a club often visited by Lexus.
Xiao
Yun went home after work and had dinner before passing by. When he arrived,
Lexus was half drunk, holding a microphone and yelling in front of the screen.
In addition to Rong Yipei, there were still a dozen people who didn't know The
men and women I met had noisy and cobbled together, and the air was filled with
the smell of alcohol and smoke, which was confusing.
He
frowned disgustedly, and took a handkerchief and placed it on his nose.
This
pair of attitudes has made men and women who are almost ready to step forward
frightened, afraid to touch the mold, for fear that he will get angry.
Only
Rong Yipei stepped up to say hello to Xiao Yun, and said, "Brother, you
are here! You don't know, it's been a day for Lexus to look like a ghost! Drunk
and awake, drinking and making trouble, how can I advise Can't live! "
"Ling
Lin left him alone?"
"No.
I called Sister Ling Lin and told her about Lexus, but she didn't say anything,
and she didn't come to take someone back. It just made me look at Lexus very
well, and nothing happened." Rong Yipei said, "Although Uncle Ling's
situation ... I'm sorry, Lexus is not arrogant like this!"
"So
I said he was a waste!" Xiao Yun chuckled, his voice was disdainful and
disgusting.
"Uh
..." Rong Yipei scratched his head. "This Lexus is also very
uncomfortable, let alone him."
"Ah."
After
finishing singing a song, finally noticed the arrival of Xiao Yun. He laughed
and patted Xiao Yun's shoulder in the past. Xiao Yun stepped sideways and
avoided. Ling Zhi said, "Here comes, come, drink two glasses. Go. Come,
everyone is together, let's have a drink! "
Everyone
echoed : "Okay, okay."
"Come,
pour wine ..."
"Yes,
we respect Xiao Xiao a whole cup ..."
"Or
get drunk!"
The
wine was full, Lexus brought a glass and handed it to Xiao Yun, and Xiao Yun
glanced down and missed.
Ling
Zhi smiled : "Why not give face?"
"What's
your face?"
"Not
a drink?"
Xiao
Yun still missed.
Everyone
around them looked at them, and their expressions became more and more interesting.
Lexus's
face slowly froze. He was in a bad mood and drank a lot of alcohol. At the
moment, Xiao Yun was so stimulated that his anger and sullenness could not be
suppressed. He threw the glass violently, and the glass slammed into the ground,
irritating the people around him with a low voice, and hurriedly refraining
from yelling!
"You
look down on me! I know! You Xiao Yun fucking look down on me!"
Rong
Yipei saw that something was wrong, and stepped forward and hugged Lexus : "What are you talking about, who looks
down on you? You are drunk, drunk."
"You're
fucking drunk, I'm not drunk! Get off! Don't stop me-"
"Lexus!
Brother, don't make a mess!"
"Get
away!"
Xiao
Yun raised his hand and asked Rong Yipei to let go. "Don't stop him. I
want to see what he wants to do, what can he do?"
Lexus's
most arrogant is Xiao Yun's aggressive and impeccable attitude. Of course, he
may be more jealous of Xiao Yun than he is capable, smarter, and more talented.
After Xiao Yun has something at home, the family can put responsibility on him
However, something was wrong with his family. His father thought of him not
first, but another person. Or maybe he was more concerned that when his father
was ill, he couldn't be the one to rely on at home. In short ... these complex
emotions, all these things were pressed down, making him feel depressed and
dull.
Rong
Yipei did not dare to let go, stopped Lexus, and said to the people around him : "Don't watch, go out, you all go out
first!"
Although
all of them wanted to stay here to see the excitement, but it was not easy to
stay strong. They went out in a hurry and went outside. They didn't know what
would happen if they went through it.
Lexus
: "Let go!"
Rong
Yipei tentatively let go. "Don't fight, you can't stop you with my fists
and embroidered legs."
Xiao
Yun sneered.
Lexus
was so annoyed with a glass of wine that he lay flat on the sofa.
Rong Yipei looked left and right and poured
a glass of wine for Xiao Yun and Lexus, "Come here, let's have a drink,
and we will forget the unhappiness before."
Unfortunately
no one ignored him.
Rong
Yipei greeted him a few times without receiving a response, but he began to
feel bored.
Xiao
Yun suddenly stood up and went out.
Rong
Yipei asked quickly, "Where to go?"
"Come
back home."
"...
Let's go? Play for a while, it's still early, what's the rush?"
"Stay
here, is it interesting?"
"..."
Rong
Yipei glanced at Lexus, Lexus bowed his head, and the dim light made him look
dim.
Xiao
Yun opened the door and went out.
Lexus
drank two glasses again and was stumped on the coffee table, shaking the bottle
and pouring a table of drinks ...
Rong
Yipei shook his head and sighed. The two did not know what was going on.
Obviously, the relationship was very good before. Now how does it feel more
like an enemy? Forget it, he doesn't bother to care so much, let alone Xiao Yun
can't control it ...
-
Leaving
the box, Xiao Yun went to the bathroom before leaving the clubhouse.
He
didn't want to delay for too long, and the place that he once liked to use for
entertainment did not know when he became bored, especially when he saw the
fumes and smoke in the room, and just wanted to leave quickly.
Did
not expect to meet Yu Yan here.
The
woman wore a long black slim dress with a v-neck, which stretched to her
ankles. On her feet was a pair of red stiletto shoes with loose hair, pearl
ears, and heavy makeup.
She
washed her hands shortly, rolled up her long sleeves, and exposed a white arm.
Xiao
Yun would like to thank Lexus for a moment.
He
bowed his head and smiled, leaning his hands on his chest, leaning against the
wall and staring at Yan Yan.
Yu
Yan washed his hands and took a paper towel to wipe the water. Who knew that
when he looked back, he saw a man with a low eyebrow and a smile.
Xiao
Yun.
She
pinched accidentally and squeezed the paper ball in her palm.
The
man stood upright with his hands in his hands. He went into his pants pocket
and asked leisurely, "Come out to play?"
Yu
Yan : "Yes."
"And
friends?"
"Ok."
He : "Have fun."
Yu
Yan was puzzled and nodded hesitantly : "Yes."
Xiao
Yun raised an eyebrow : "Yu Yan, you seem to be just ah? Nothing
to say?"
Yu
Yan : "When will you be willing to go with me
to get a divorce certificate?"
She
knew that the so-called lack of time and busyness were just excuses.
Xiao
Yun reluctantly rubbed his forehead and said, "I knew you would say this.
You face me as if there is only this topic. I thought you would think about
what I said last time, or say you thought me Joking? If you think so, do you
need me to show your attitude again? "
"Xiao Yun, my attitude is clear, I
thought you understood."
"I
know, but it doesn't affect how I think about you, and you know that, don't
you?"
"Then
I will say it again."
Yu
Yan : "Xiao Yun, it is impossible for me and
you to continue, let alone the future. If you are willing to register for
divorce, please notify me at any time."
Yu
Yan didn't want to say anything more, she dropped the paper ball in her palm
and bypassed Xiao Yun to leave.
Xiao
Yun has heard this many times, but every time I listen, it doesn't seem to
change my habit and numbness. On the contrary, it is more engraving and more
painful.
"Because
of the past."
Yu
Yan paused.
Xiao
Yun said : "Because I hurt you like that before, you
don't trust me and hate me."
Yu
Yan couldn't deny that Xiao Yun was telling the truth. Whoever was treated like
that, how could he say it again without any clue? Even if she didn't say yes,
could she completely say that she didn't care and never resent it? She can
deceive anyone, but she cannot deceive her heart.
-She
never walked out of this failed marriage.
"How
can you believe that I really like you?"
Yu
Yan looked down and suddenly laughed : "It doesn't matter."
She
has known Xiao Yun for a few years. Although the two of them have never really
met each other, she has sincerely worked hard to get closer to him, and has
better understood him, his preferences, and his personality. She knows him He
won’t be targeted, he won’t use this kind of thing to deceive her, not to
mention he has no reason to fool her, he may like it at the moment, but ... how
about this?
"Xiao
Yun, even if we are equal. I used to like you and you turned a blind eye. Now
that you say you like me, I can only say sorry. If there is no one between us,
it was a bad job. I missed it, I missed it. Don't get tangled anymore, it's a
burden for you and me. I just want a quiet life now, you are the same, maybe
you like it now, after a long time, the relationship will fade Yes, then ... we
will soon forget each other and have their own new lives. You will know that in
this world, there is actually no one who must. No matter who you leave, you can
always have a good life. "
After
all, she walked away again.
Xiao
Yun couldn't imagine the future in Yu Yan's words. He couldn't stand the
appearance of any man beside him in Yu Yan! Just imagining, he felt like he was
going to be bombed!
He
chased quickly, stretched his long arm, hugged her from behind, and hugged it
tightly in his arms.
Yu
Yan was struggling unexpectedly and couldn't get away. She was very angry,
panting and said, "Xiao Yun, please let go!"
"You
tell me, how can you forgive me? What you said, I must do it." The man's
breath hit her ears, and a low, muffled voice passed into her ears.
The
nose is the familiar fragrance, light and cold, which is the taste that makes
him comfortable.
"Yu
Yan, don't you really have the slightest affection for me? I don't believe
it."
Yu
Yan gave up struggling, took a deep breath, and said, "Xiao Yun, do you
know how I feel every time I see you now?"
"……what?"
Yu
Yan said, "Pain."
"Xiao
Yun, you are terrible, you have no heart."
"You
marry me into the door, just treat me as a tool to use."
"In
those three years of marriage, I'm not your wife, I'm just the one you legally
pulled into bed."
...
"Xiao
Yun, do you think, is it really possible between me and you?
"Don't
come and torture me again."
...
...
For
the first time, Xiao Yun realized deeply that in the three years before him and
Yu Yan, there was a gap and barrier that could not be crossed.
It
was created by him and cannot be erased.
He
didn't even stand to persuade Yu Yan to forget the past and start again.
He
hoped she would forgive him as if it had become a shameful joke.
Give
up? That's it? He should let her go, give her freedom, and no longer torture
her ...
Is
that really the case? Then start a new life, meet new people, have a new
marriage ...
"Women
who have experienced pain seem to be very firm, and their hearts have become
very hard."
"Yeah,
after suffering, then decadence and abandonment, or rebirth."
"..."
"..."
Assistant
Chen was called to accompany the wine in the middle of the night.
He
touched his nose.
Xiao
Yun looked up for another drink, "I remember you said something a long
time ago."
"...
what?"
"Waiting
for love is painful."
"Looks
like it?" He couldn't remember.
"I
used to be too much for Yu Yan!"
"General Xiao, are you drunk?"
Xiao
Yun shook his head. "You think I'm too much, don't you?"
Assistant
Chen raised his chest unconsciously and hesitated, "Seriously, it's not
excessive, it's cruel."
"..."
He was silent, "I know. I sometimes think, why did I treat Yu Yan like
that? I knew it was deliberate, wrong, but I did it."
"..."
Xiao
Yun smiled and shook her head : "Yu Yan is right, I have no heart."
"General
Xiao, you are drunk, shall I take you back?"
"Otherwise,
I'll get a divorce certificate with Yu Yan?" Xiao Yun suddenly suggested,
"I can only bring her pain anyway, and divorce is the best result for
her!"
"sure."
"Bang-"
Xiao Yun broke the wine glass and made a broken sound. Assistant Chen shook a
bit. Xiao Yun cursed, "What can you do !? Whenever my fucking thought of
Yu Yan going to marry again, I wanted to That man slaughtered! "
"..."
"Damn!
I definitely don't allow it! Never!"
"..."
"If
you knew it early, if you knew it earlier ... I'm sure ... not ..."
Assistant
Chen did not dare to drink, and after a while he had to send Xiao Yun back, so
he had to ask the waiter to send a bar of juice, and then listened to Xiao Yun
drunk words. In fact, Xiao Yun has a good drink. He rarely sees Xiao Yun drunk,
and it is rare that he is so drunk. Or maybe he was drunk when he wanted to get
drunk ...
He
couldn't say anything, and with today situation, Xiao Yun itself has more than
half of the responsibility.
No
one can complain about the loss caused by himself, and he can only complain
about himself.
·
In
the end, Xiao Yun was carried out of the clubhouse because he drank too much,
and the whole person was unconscious. Assistant Chen was worried that the
situation would change, and sent him directly to the hospital to hang two
bottles of water. Coincidentally, even Lexus, who had come to the infusion
together, was encountered.
Rong
Yipei shrugged and said, "Drink too much."
"Ling
Ershao is in a bad mood and understands."
"Well,
Xiao Yun then ..."
"I'm
not sure about this, I'm acting obediently."
Rong
Yipei said helplessly : "A lot of bad things have happened
recently, alas, I hope to get better soon."
Assistant
Chen smiled : "Yes."
Assistant
Chen spent the night in the hospital, Xiao Yun woke up and vomited twice in the
middle of the night, and Lexus was the same. He was drunker than Xiao Yun. The
whole person looked very tired and his complexion was very bad. When he woke
up, he saw Xiao Yun lying next to him. He was very surprised and asked
Assistant Chen why. Assistant Chen didn't know. He was only responsible for
taking care of people.
Lexus
is weird. In his opinion, the Xiao family is in good condition, and Xiao is
stable. Even if he has a divorce wife, he will not make Xiao Yun drunk? As a
result, he couldn't help wondering.
In
the morning, Xiao Yun and Lexus faced each other in the ward, Lexus leaned
Erlang's leg and asked, "Xiao Yun, I said how did you get to the hospital?
Are you unhappy?"
Xiao
Yun hooked his lips coldly and ignored them. He got up and went to the bathroom
to wash, and changed into Chen's clothes.
Lexus
snorted, thinking he didn't know? He could hear Xiao Yun yelling several names.
Chapter 103 : The end of the period is coming, the year is coming,
Yu
Yan's daily class volume has increased sharply, her voice is excessive, and her
throat is dumb almost every day. Not only that, she has also suffered a slight
cold recently. She is afraid of getting sick and has already taken cold
medicine in advance.
After
school that day, Yu Yan went to the school gate with Zhou Min as usual.
After
a few days of heavy snow, the sky and the ground were covered with a layer of
dazzling white. From the teaching building to the entrance of the school, there
were several trails for the two to walk.
Lin
Hangyi was waiting for her at the door, worried that she might accidentally
hurt her if she slipped coldly.
Zhou
Min walked towards Lin Hangyi and was helped to stand firm. She turned back to
Yu Yan and said, "Sister Yu Yan, come back quickly, let's go, bye."
"Well,
you slow down on the road and it snows."
"We
know, rest assured ~ Be careful when you go back."
"Ok."
Yu
Yan saw Zhou Min and Lin Hangyi leave together before returning to the garage
to pick up the car and rush to the Yu family.
When
I got downstairs, I was about to get out of the car, but accidentally received
a call from Assistant Chen.
"...
A wedding?" Yu Yan was surprised and surprised. "Are you going to get
married?"
Assistant
Chen was in a good mood and said with a smile : "Yeah, I am getting married. So I would
like to invite you to my wedding. Just next Saturday, if Miss Yu has time, just
come over?"
Apart
from Yu Yan's class, there was usually no major incident. Besides, Assistant
Chen had taken care of her a lot before, and she did often bother him. She
didn't hesitate too much and promised : "Okay, I will come to Daoxi then, first I
wish you a happy wedding in advance. "
"Well,
thank you." Assistant Chen said, "Ms Yu should be home from work now?
I'll send invitations."
...
After
getting the invitation, Yu Yan returned home. The mother was cooking in the
kitchen. The father cooked chicken breasts to feed the cat. When he saw Yu Yan
coming back, he stopped her and said hesitantly, "Today, I see Xiao Yun is
here. "
Yu
Yan took off her coat and said casually, "Well, is there anything
wrong?"
Father
Yu thought about it, "... that's not true. In fact, I didn't talk to him,
I just saw him."
Since
encountering Xiao Yun that night and saying those words, Yu Yan hasn't seen him
for a long time, and hasn't heard from him. Of course, he never came to her.
This disappearance made Yu Yan think for a moment that she and Xiao Yun had no
connection anymore, or that her words made Xiao Yun figure out and no longer
attached. But so far he has not informed her that he will go to register for
divorce.
"My
mother and I came back after buying vegetables and saw Xiao Yun's car, so we
stopped at the gate of our community, and we didn't go up to say hello
..."
Yu
Yan froze for a moment, thinking of the gift box invitation lying in the bag,
and smiled : "It should be to see the eyes."
"Maybe."
He sighed and stopped talking.
The
black cat snorted and ate the flesh, making a whistling sound in its throat,
looking extremely protective.
-
On the wedding day, Yu Yan arrived as
planned.
A
pure western-style wedding banquet, decorated with beautiful roses and
balloons, is like a fairy tale-like scene. Laughter keeps coming and going.
She
should have been acquainted with assistant Chen in formal attire, so assistant
Chen in formal attire was not surprising, but assistant Chen with a smile on
her face was the first time she had met. He was always rigid, serious,
unsmiling, and followed Xiao Yun's side. His hard temperament was sometimes
similar to him. At this moment he narrowed his eyes with a smile, and looked so
stupid.
Assistant
Chen greeted the newlyweds at the door and saw Yu Yan coming. He happily
stepped forward and introduced his wife. Yu Yan was happy together. After a
brief greeting, she was led by Assistant Chen. During the dinner, she didn't
know anyone at the table, she was joking about each other, and she looked at
her cell phone for a while.
At
12 o'clock noon, the guests were full and the wedding ceremony was about to
begin.
Yu
Yan felt that the surrounding area suddenly quieted down, and even her voice
became much quieter. She thought that it was the bride who came out. No one
knew when she looked up and saw Xiao Yun, who was surrounded by her.
Men's
black sunglasses, although low-key, has already attracted many people
attention.
The
quiet venue suddenly became noisy and lively, excited and excited discussions,
or secretly taking pictures with a mobile phone.
But it prevented many people who could only
watch from a distance, no one came forward.
—
Xiao Yun is here.
Not
surprising.
Yu
Yan had long thought about Assistant Chen's wedding, and she had a great chance
of meeting him.
...
He
went to sit in front of her.
His
eyes were calm and calm.
Looking
down.
The
people at this table were quiet, restrained and nervous secretly looked at Xiao
Yun.
Xiao
Yun wore a pair of sunglasses, his sharp eyes were blocked by the lenses, and
his black coat and black turtleneck covered his chin. He raised his head, but
his eyes kept on Yu Yan : "You play, don't worry about me. "
"Hehe,
President Xiao."
"Xiao
Xiao is good."
"..."
Yu
Yan responded slowly, this table may be assistant Chen's colleagues, so they
were cramped and awkward because of Xiao Yun's appearance. Although I also
heard a very small voice saying that I wanted to take a photo and sign ...
She looked down, only when she didn't know or
look.
However,
the man's eyes looked like a burning flame, so impassive, as if he could stare
at a flower.
Because
his gaze was too direct and did not cover up, even people around him began to
notice her.
At
the beginning of the wedding ceremony, the light was dim and Yu Yan was
relieved.
She
took the bag and got up and went to the bathroom.
Xiao
Yun watched Yu Yan go away, took a drink and drank.
He
stood up and followed.
As
soon as Xiao Yun left, the people at this table started chatting :
"I
haven't heard that President Xiao is coming before? I'm scared to death!"
"...
Is that just Mrs Xiao?"
"I
heard that President Xiao is not willing to divorce, but wants to redeem it!
Unfortunately, people seem to be unwilling ..."
"And
I heard that everyone is married and still thinking about President Xiao, I
don't know if it's true or false ..."
"Hey
~~ don't say anything ..."
-
At
the end of the corridor, Xiao Yun stood by the window, watching the snow
falling outside the window, thinking of something.
When
Yu Yan came out, he saw him at a glance.
The
man is tall and erect, with an extraordinary temperament. He is so noticeable
that even if he deliberately hides his sharpness and low-key, he can still
easily notice him, as if he was born.
He
looked back, missing for days, and she seemed better than before.
"How
are you doing recently?"
"Very
good." Pause, Yu Yan : "Thank you."
Xiao
Yun smiled bitterly : "In fact, many times, just like now, I
want you to scold me, hit me, hate me, hate me, or just ignore me, whatever is
better, is better than your polite peace now I said, 'Thank you.' "
Yu
Yan : "... I passed first."
"Wait."
He called to her suddenly.
"You
really can't give me another chance?"
"It's
impossible."
Xiao
Yun had expected that Yu Yan would answer like this, but when I really heard
it, I would inevitably be disappointed and even more distressed. He often feels
this kind of feeling recently, and he is not tolerant of intellectual
restraint. He cannot suppress, endure, or forget. Enough people are sad and
distressed, as if intoxicated, there is no medicine to save, no medicine to
cure.
He
shook his head and laughed. "Well, I know."
Yu
Yan no longer stayed too much and continued to walk back.
"Yu
Yan, I'll make you perfect."
She
stopped abruptly and looked back, hesitantly : "... really?"
"Don't
believe it? It seems that I really don't have any credit at all with you."
He laughed. "Of course it is true. Next Monday, I will go to the Civil
Affairs Bureau to register for a divorce."
Yu
Yan looked at him suspiciously, frowning, puzzled.
"I
have only one request."
"what?"
"Follow
me somewhere."
"...
Where to go? Why?"
"I'll
pick you up at nine tomorrow morning."
"you……"
Xiao
Yun : "Maybe you don't believe it, but this is
really the last way I can convince myself to let you go. I have never given up
or lost anything since I was a child, just like I used to be upset with my
dreams and family. It’s really hard for me to leave home and no one supports me
to do it. I ’m stubborn. You don’t know. It made me decide to give up on you. ”
"So,
let me be my last request to give up."
-
Assistant
Chen's wedding was over and Yu Yan left after lunch. Instead of going straight
home, she met Coco in a tea restaurant.
She
was hesitant.
Because
Xiao Yun threw out another bait enough to make her heart beat, he always knew
what she wanted most.
"You
said Xiao Yun promised to register with you for divorce next Monday, but on the
premise that you want to go to a place with him?" Coco asked, his face was
as confused as Yu Yan.
Yu
Yan nodded : "Yes."
"Why?
Why is he doing this?" This is about to leave, why bother to go somewhere?
Do more.
"I
don't know. I asked, he didn't say."
"...
Do you want to go?"
Yu
Yan helpless : "I want to divorce."
Coco
: "But you don't want to go?"
Yu
Yan shook her head : "It's not that I don't want to. If I
really want to go somewhere, I won't be afraid. What I worry about is Xiao
Yun's turn." After all, this is not the first time. She is worried that it
will be useless again. , And she did not want to face Xiao Yun so much.
"Oh,
too." Coco was also worried that Xiao Yun wouldn't count, "What
should I do?"
"do
not know."
"Yes,
how long will you wait for the second trial?"
"next
year."
"..."
Coco
sighed, shook his head with his chin and shook his head : "It's really not easy to do, otherwise?
You and Xiao Yun said, first get the divorce certificate, and then where?"
Yu
Yan : "I'm afraid not."
"why?"
why?
Yu Yan also couldn't understand. It's just that Xiao Yun's proposed time before
the divorce shows that he wants to go before their relationship ends. Many
times, although they are going to the same place, because of different
identities, the feelings will also be very different.
Chapter 104 : At 8 : 30 the next morning, Yu Yan received a text message from Xiao Yun.
He
said he was waiting for her downstairs, no matter how long.
She
thought for a night, unable to persuade herself to compromise and followed Xiao
Yun, and was unable to persuade herself to lose this opportunity, and walked
around, hesitating.
What
did the father see and asked if she had any thoughts? She didn't conceal and told
the matter clearly.
The
father pondered for a moment and did not specifically persuade her to go or not
to go. He only said, "Go if you want to go, don't go if you don't want to,
don't think about this and then think about it, human life, how can everything
be everything?"
Yu
Yan frowned, was it arbitrary?
The
mother came over suddenly, interjected and said, "You go! People can not
eat you? As for being prepared for this!"
Somehow,
Yu Yan suddenly gave birth to an uncontrollable disappointment and anger : "Mom."
"Why?"
She
asked, "Is it in your eyes that as long as divorce is wrong? Regardless of
the cause, regardless of cause and effect, as long as it is divorce, I am
wrong. You don't care if I live well or fortunately, as long as I can make this
marriage Keep going, even if I'm in pain, you think you want to keep going,
right? "
Mother
Yu paused : "What are you talking about, I ... when
did I think so?"
Yu
Yan shook her head with a bitter smile :
"No? But you are doing this every
word and deed."
Mother
Yu is angry. Is it wrong for her to prevent her daughter from divorcing?
"Then you haven't thought about it, you are divorced at this age, and you
will be married later. What kind of good people can you meet? Is this ex-mother
and step-mother so good? You still have to listen to gossip and find anger, you
... "
"Mom!"
Yu Yan only felt chills. "You are my mother, do you even think of me like
that? Is it true that my value can only exist if I marry someone?"
"I'm
doing it for you ..."
"Yes,
you are for me, not for me."
Yu
mother was a little sad : "What are you talking about? Can I still
hurt you ..."
"I
go first."
Yu
Yan didn't want to say anything more, she went back to the bedroom, brought her
bag, and was ready to go out.
Yu
Yu is counting her mother : "You, you, I thought you had figured it
out during this time, how could you say such hurtful things!"
Yu mother exclaimed : "Yes, yes! I am a wicked person in your
eyes, right ?! I am absolutely forgiving! Do you want to leave me
directly?"
"You
..." Father Yu scolded angrily : "You are simply unreasonable!"
"I
haven't blame you know to say something inexplicable, what do you want, is
there so much wishful thinking in this world? If you don't help me, just forget
it, still ..."
After
saying something, Yu Yan couldn't hear her. She frantically pulled down her
hair and opened the elevator door.
All
the peace in her house is under the premise that it does not touch on divorce.
She should have understood that in the eyes of her mother, divorce is wrong,
and the others are not important.
Downstairs,
Yu Yan saw Xiao Yun leaning on the front cover of the car.
He
was black with his hands in his trouser pockets, and a star-shaped snowflake
fell on his long down jacket. When Yu Yan came out, he had a clear smile in his
eyes.
"coming."
Yu
Yan stood on the steps and stared at him without continuing to step forward.
Xiao
Yun came over and looked at her.
Yu
Yan tickled her lips and said, "Xiao Yun, you will always be so
selfish."
"I
don't deny this," he confessed, "because I still want to have you
again, even though I know how I have hurt you once, and know how much you want
to leave me."
The
smile on the face was faint, without heartbeat or anger. "How can I be
sure you won't lie to me this time?"
Xiao
Yun touched his nose : "... Do you need to write a note to sign
the guarantee?"
Yu
Yan stared at him for a few seconds : "No."
She
got in the car, Xiao Yun sat in the cab and said, "There are snacks in the
back, you can eat if you are bored."
"No
need to."
He
looked at her. The woman frowned and her mouth narrowed. After she got in the
car, her eyes kept staring out the window. The pale face was beautiful and
cold. It didn't matter whether she was reluctant to go with him or was angry
with him, because now she was here.
The
car left the noisy city and headed for the suburbs.
There
were fewer and fewer vehicles and houses around, and Yu Yan looked at it, and
she couldn't help wondering : "Where are we going now?"
Xiao
Yun : "You'll know when you get there. Rest
assured, I won't sell you, I can't bear it."
"..."
She
no longer asked, looking at the scenery passing by the window, the air was too
quiet, only the whistling passing by, and slowly, her eyelids grew heavier and
finally fell asleep.
Xiao
Yun parked aside and took a blanket from the back seat to ride her.
The
sleeping gloomy eyebrows were soft and quiet, without the harshness and
stubbornness against him, and looked harmless and weak.
His
index finger smoothed her slightly frowning eyebrows, his eyes moved away from
her slightly pursed lips, and he shook his head and laughed.
...
When
Yu Yan woke up, she found that the car had stopped, and she was in an empty
quiet courtyard.
She
looked up.
Flowers
and grass in the courtyard were covered with white snow. Only the ground was
cleaned after being cleaned, and only a thin layer of snow was paved.
The
three-storey villa is a European-style building, standing thick and cold under
the snow.
She
woke up completely, sat upright, moved, and frowned in confusion. She lowered
her head and saw that her hands were covered by the man's wide palms, and the
temperature on the back of the hands was hot. She flicked her palm as if
scared-and saw Xiao Yun leaning on her chair to sleep like her.
Her
actions awakened him, and he seemed to wake up from his dream, squinting at
her, smiling, and said lazily, "Wake up?"
Yu
Yan didn't mention the embarrassment just now, she said : "Um."
Xiao
Yun rubbed his forehead, because he woke up, and his spirit seemed lazy and
unconscious. "I didn't call you because I slept soundly. Since we are awake,
let's get out of the car first. There is something in the trunk. , Help mention
it. "
Yu
Yan hummed again, and just about to pull the car door, Xiao Yun grabbed her : "The scarf is on, it's cold
outside."
Yu
Yan frowned, and gave him a strange look, said nothing, and got out of the car
with a bag.
Opening
the trunk, Yu Yan found that Xiao Yun bought a lot of things, except for the
snacks and small items on the back seat. It was full of fresh vegetables and
fruits, and some kitchen supplies.
She
asked in wonder : "How do you buy so many things?"
"It's
useful. There aren't too many things. Well prepared."
"..."
Yu
Yan didn't understand why Xiao Yun brought her here and bought these things.
She didn't know what he meant and wanted to convince her again?
They
moved things one by one into the house and placed them on the coffee table and
on the floor in the living room.
The
villa is very clean and tidy, the heating is already burnt and it is very
comfortable.
Xiao
Yun took off his coat and threw it on the sofa, holding his sleeves and saying,
"I haven't been here for a few years. This time it is just right. I will
let you clean it and take you over.
Yu
Yan : "... when do we go back?"
Xiao
Yun laughed : "I just want to go back when you get
here. Are you afraid that I will eat you?"
"You
think too much, I just care when I can go back."
"Relax,
if you don't want to, I won't do anything to you. Besides I don't like to use
strong."
"..."
She
was so embarrassed that she didn't want to talk any more, and turned her back,
and unexpectedly saw that snow and goose feathers floated out of the window,
and across the transparent glass window, she fluttered wildly.
The
phone vibrated buzzingly, she took it out and saw the word dad written on the
caller ID. She hesitated for a moment and picked up : "Dad ... uh, yes."
She
tilted her side slightly and glanced back, "Yes. I know, don't you worry
... hmm? Don't you need to?"
Xiao
Yun was packing the ingredients in the box. He wanted to move to the
refrigerator and the kitchen, but because he hadn't done so much, he was a
little rusty and didn't know what to deal with the first time.
He
heard the hesitation and embarrassment in Yu Yan's remarks, stopped his motion,
and looked at her in doubt.
Yu
Yan hesitated for a moment, then turned around and handed him the phone.
"My father."
He
raised an eyebrow and smiled, took the phone and put it in his ear. "Dad,
hello. Um, Yu Yan is with me."
Yu
Yan didn't help biting her lip, she sometimes really hated Xiao Yun's
appearance.
"I
will take good care of Yuyan ... Yes, please rest assured that I will not hurt
her ..." When he said these words, he kept smiling at her, as if promised
to Yu Yu, and as if to give Yu Yan listened and convinced her of his sincerity
and intention.
Yu
Yan only heard nothing, she walked away, took the box to the kitchen, put out
the contents one by one, and put them in the cabinet and the refrigerator.
Father
Yu said, "Although I don't know why you did this, my daughter did not
apologize to you. I apologize to your Xiao family. I hope that you will have
worked hard for your family in the past. Don’t embarrass her. "
Xiao
Yun : "Dad, maybe you won't believe it, but now
I sincerely hope that it looks good. I also regret having treated her that way,
so that she has refused to believe me and forgive me. If you can ... … "He
hoped to make up for the mistakes he had made, no matter what, he would agree.
But even now he thinks, Yu Yan won't.
"I
hope so, I hope you will remember this sentence forever."
"I
know."
Xiao
Yun answered the phone and carried the remaining pocket to the kitchen.
Yu
Yan saw him come in and turned out.
"Angry?"
"No."
"If
you don't have it, help me organize things together?"
Yu
Yan laughed softly : "Oh, you take care of yourself
slowly."
Anyway,
she went out of the kitchen.
Xiao
Yun smiled.
-
Xiao
Yun made the lunch. He wanted to stir-fry and cook, but unfortunately he
couldn't get home, the rice was not steamed well, and the dishes were pasted a
few times. In the end, I can only put the simplest noodles in a pot, washed a
few leaves, cut a tomato, and thrown them in. Not only can't I get more salt,
but even the noodles are too thick.
"Fortunately,
I have been prepared."
Xiao
Yun flipped two boxes of instant noodles out of the box, boiled boiling water
and started to make noodles.
Yu
Yan asked him in doubt : "You know you won't do it, why did you
buy so many ingredients?"
Xiao
Yun spread his hands, Jun Lang's eyebrows were puzzled and puzzled : "I thought it was simple, wasn't it
simple? It's not difficult to see the steps, but it seems to be different from
what I think?"
"..."
Yu
Yan poked at the noodles that were ready to be soaked, speechless.
She
looked up : "You brought me here just for this?"
Xiao
Yun was silent for a moment, and his smile faded. "I just thought that we
haven't got along well since we got married. Unfortunately, I used to treat you
like that, never cherish you, and gave you an unhappy marriage. "
In
recent days, he had never before remembered to appear more and more clearly in
front of him, and it also made him deeply feel that he was so casual and
irresponsible when treating Yu Yan.
"The
marriage I want is to come back to marry someone and live in respect and
respect. We don't interfere with each other and we don't affect each other.
Each of us has our own life. As long as we don't make mistakes that touch the
bottom line, the others are not important.
Yu
Yan listened and said nothing.
Because
of this idea, she has experienced it very deeply and understands the pain and
horror in it. She didn't want to remember and think again.
Xiao
Yun : "But now, I overthrow my own ideas.
Although I can't say for sure what it will look like when I start a family with
someone I like, but I should not be able to endure the two people separately.
Live your life and you want to be together all the time and do whatever you
want together. "
Yu
Yan raised her eyes and looked at Xiao Yun, and found that he had a serious
face, a deep look, and longing and unspeakable complexity.
Xiao
Yun : "The only person who makes me think this
way is you."
Yu
Yan never thought that she would hear these words in Xiao Yun's mouth. To say
that she was very calm and unsurprising was absolutely self-deceiving, at least
she was touched at the moment. She clearly understood that such a change was
possible simply because of a change in affection. Because you have feelings,
you care, because you have no feelings, so you don’t care, so you are
indifferent.
However,
it is too late to say this now. She no longer has the energy to face Xiao Yun.
"Noodles
are ready, let's eat," she said, poking her head at the noodles.
Xiao
Yun twisted her eyebrows, staring at her with a wrong look, trying to see any
emotional changes on her face, "You were with Lin Lin before you were
angry ..."
"No."
Yu Yan interrupted him, "eat noodles."
"Ling
Lin and I are fine."
"..."
"I
was with her because I had a joke, and then I broke up, and it was just a small
joke. Why didn't we take this thing seriously. Otherwise, if there is anything,
how could I and she get married separately "
Yu
Yan raised her eyelids; "Oh."
"You
do not believe?"
Yu
Yanxiao : "What's so important, believe it or not?
Whatever you have, I don't care. And what do you mean by saying this now? It's
over, those things ... I don't want to talk about it. Besides, tomorrow we will
It's really over. "
Xiao
Yun followed with a smile, with some pain and embarrassment : "I just ..."
Just
want a chance.
-
Yu
Yan slept in the room that night, Xiao Yun lived next to her.
Since
the unpleasant conversation at noon, they have been quiet for the entire afternoon.
After
a full day of heavy goose-like snow, the pavement in the yard fell thicker and
deeper. Xiao Yun mentioned to her that the sea is not far away from the
courtyard. If summer comes, you can also go to play with water, but it’s snowy.
A glance.
Before
going to sleep, Xiao Yun came to knock on the door.
"Let's
go to the beach to see Chaoyang tomorrow morning?"
"it's
too cold."
"I
prepared thick clothes and warm clothes. In the closet, I'll call you tomorrow
morning."
Xiao
Yun insisted that Yu Yan could only nod.
But
what's the point?
Farewell
before breaking up?
·
At
midnight, the door of Yu Yan's room opened.
The
tall black figure sat on the head of the bed, his fingers stroked the hair on
the cheek of the woman, and the soft body temperature passed to his heart
through his fingertips.
He
knew that he was hurting Yu Yan deeply, so she said she didn't want to believe
him, didn't believe he really liked her, and didn't believe he could give her
happiness. Only exclusion and alienation, whenever and wherever.
How
can we turn things around now?
He
thought that what he said would at least shake her, then prove that he still has
a chance, but unfortunately ...
It
was cruel and stubborn.
When
you like it, dig out your heart and lungs. If you don't like it, just throw it
away.
He
didn't want to admit that he had become the one to be abandoned.
He
lowered his head and kissed her gently on her forehead.
...
At
five in the morning, Yu Yan was woken up.
She
changed clothes and went out. Xiao Yun was ready, wearing a long down jacket, a
black scarf around her neck, and her chin hidden in the scarf.
Yu
Yan found that the one he wore and the one on her were of a style.
Xiao
Yun looked up and down at Yu Yan, and when she saw that she was wearing warm
clothes, she smiled and said, "Let's go."
"Ok."
As soon as the door was opened, all the
cold wind blew in. The snow had stopped and it was bitterly cold.
Xiao
Yun held a flashlight and said, "It's really cold this day."
Yu
Yan wore gloves, and her soles stepped on the snow to make a sound of brushing.
With a little hardening, the shoes got trapped.
Xiao
Yun said : "If it is summer, it should be better, at
least not so cold." He walked in front of the road and turned back to see
Yan Yan swaying, and he stretched out a hand, "It's not good to go, come ,
Pulling me, the path outside is even harder. "
Yu
Yan looked up at him, "No, I can keep up."
"Do
you think I'm holding your hand? Don't get me wrong, I'm just helping
you."
"...
We'll go back if you don't leave."
"..."
Xiao
Yun withdrew his hand and put his hand away : "Let's go."
Leaving
the flat courtyard, the path from the front yard to the beach is really not
easy to walk, because the path is potholes, covered with snow that is not
cleaned by people, thick and deep, even if walking on the footprints of Xiao
Yun, this The short distance also made Yu Yan panting.
She
followed Xiao Yun's body, and saw him back upright and tenacious, step by step,
very calm, the flashlight's light was shaking back and forth because of
walking.
Walking
and walking, all of a sudden, she felt the snow beneath her feet loose, and she
fell down in surprise—
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