Novels » I Am Separated From This Marriage » Chapter 135 : Yu Yan left
Xiao's bedroom lightly.
Auntie
is waiting outside,
Auntie
is waiting outside,
The
probe glanced at it and whispered, "Asleep?"
Yu
Yan nodded, pulled the door, and the two walked away together. Yu Yan said,
"Well, the old lady talked for a while. I think she too tired recently and
didn't take much rest. Let her sleep more. "
The
aunt sighed, thinking of the recent turmoil in the Xiao family, because the old
lady death, the old woman's strong body finally collapsed, Xiao Yun could not
always look at it, there was always time to take care of it, and now Yuyan came
Being able to accompany the old lady for a while to talk, finally made people a
little bit refreshed.
"The
old lady body is not as good as it is day by day. People can't be resurrected.
People who are alive should live well. I hope she can figure it out and get
better soon ..." Otherwise, she was afraid that the old lady would not be
able to survive.
Yu
Yan nodded, "Don't worry, it will be fine."
In
fact, up to now, Yu Yan still feels a little unreal. Occasionally, she also forgets
that Father Xiao has passed away. He is still alive, still alive, and living in
Xiao's house. But as soon as she saw the old woman's emaciated body, she had to
face it. Father Xiao had already gone.
"It
will be fine ..."
It
will be fine, time will heal all wounds.
...
But time is not a luxury for the elderly Xiao mother.
Lunch
was delayed until two o'clock in the afternoon because the old lady was
resting. In the past few days, she had a rare night's sleep, so they didn't
bother her. After she woke up, she had lunch together. After the meal, I sat
around the little round table in the backyard and talked for a while. The old
lady was much better and took care of the flowers.
At
half past four, Xiao Yun returned.
He
looked much better than when he met last time. The gloom and tiredness of Mei
Yu disappeared long ago when he faced Xiao Xiao. They still talked and laughed,
but they didn’t talk about the past anymore. Make it easy, smile with laughter,
and be afraid to say what you shouldn't say, or you'll touch the other's
wounds, as if those things would disappear without hurt.
Yu
Yan knows that this is also a way to protect each other. Although it is not the
best, it is also a sincere heart. Mother Xiao must also understand it, so she
will try her best to hope that she can be happy, at least in them The front is
happy.
Yu
Yan looked down, took the cold kettle to the kitchen, and there was no one in
the kitchen at this time. I thought it would be hard to bother, and I was busy
going elsewhere.
Aunt
is not here either.
She
boiled boiling water and did not go out immediately, leaning on one side and
waiting.
Until
the kitchen door was pushed open, she looked back.
Xiao
Yun stood there and said, "Look that you haven't come back. I'll come and
see you."
Yu
Yan said, "Oh, I'm fine."
Xiao
Yun stepped forward, glanced at the kettle, and said, "You and your uncle
and aunt come here today, my mother looks much better."
"Well,
it is easy to think alone when you are alone. You have to spend more time with
the old lady and go out with her when you have time. In this case, the old lady
doesn't have so much time to think about it."
"Well,
I will stay with her more." Xiao Yun nodded.
"Actually
... I talked to the old lady for a while, and listened to what she said when
she and the old man were young. At that time, she looked very happy. Although
the old man was gone, those beautiful ones used to be her. Precious memories
should support her memory now. "Yu Yan said," In fact, you don't have
to be so taboo. You don't even say that, she may think that you all forget him.
"
Xiao
Yun : "Yeah, since my dad passed away, his
topic has become taboo at home, and no one dares to premise in front of my
mother, for fear of stimulating her sadness. I want to wait for my mother's
health, I will Explain things over the company and take her out for a walk.
Staying at home, I'm afraid she thinking about my dad all the time. "
This
arrangement is very good. Going out for a walk will make you feel better, but
... Yu Yan worried : "Is the old lady in poor health? She is
ill ..."
"Well,
there are signs of relapse, and the situation is not so good."
"..."
She
was silent and speechless.
Xiao
Yun said, "I want to stay with her as much as I can to keep her
alone."
Yu
Yan lowered her head, nodded, and couldn't say a word.
-
After
dinner, Yu Yan and Yu father Yumiao said goodbye to Xiao Yun and Xiao mother
and went home.
Yu
Yan was driving, Yu Yu and Yu Yu were sitting in the back row. As soon as they
left Xiao's house, the two smiling faces couldn't stop.
Mother Yu said, "The old lady looks
a lot older, and she is not good enough, oh ..."
Father
Yu sighed, but was powerless to do anything.
Yu
Yan drove in silence, thinking of Xiao Yun's words, her mood was even heavier.
That kind of bad hunch always existed when she saw Xiao's mother.
After
arriving home, the family was not in the mood and returned to the room to rest.
Yu
Yan lay down for a while, thinking about the words of Granny Tian and Xiao Yun
in her mind. She had too many things in her heart. She couldn't sleep over and
over and got up and went to the outside balcony.
She
didn't want to, she saw a person standing downstairs.
The
thin figure under that streetlight, even at night, she recognized it.
The
other person looked up and seemed to see her.
In
silence, Yu Yan returned to the room and picked up the mobile phone next to the
pillow. She wanted to call and put it down, took her jacket and went out.
On
the first floor, she walked out from the back door and saw Xiao Yun standing
under the night. He was almost in black with the night. He had already had many
cigarette butts on his feet, and he did not know How long have you been
standing here?
She
glanced on the ground and said, "Are you here to increase the workload of
the cleaning aunt?"
Xiao
Yun blew his cigarette and waved the air, "Why haven't you slept so
late?"
After
he arrived, he always saw Yu Yan's room lights up, and because of this he never
left. He knew that, with a somber mind, things in the daytime had worried her.
Yu
Yan bent her lips and said, "Where are you going to take the old lady? Is
there anything the old gentleman wants to go but hasn't been to?"
Xiao
Yun frowned, looking at the sky in the distance : "I heard my dad talk about it, and he
said that he regretted it. When he was able to walk and move, because he was
too busy working, he didn't take my mother to play or see. He has time, but he
can't move anymore. He can only stay at home every day and can't do anything.
So, it depends on my mother's wishes, but it is not too far away, too tired,
and her body is also burdened. "
Yu
Yan nodded, don't worry about her, Xiao Yun should have arranged it properly.
After
Xiao Xiao left, he was the one who loved Xiao Xiao most.
Standing
for a while, Yu Yan said, "Go back, it's late."
Xiao
Yun didn't say much and didn't keep too much. "Okay, you go up
first."
Yu
Yan stared at him for a moment, nodded, and turned away.
Xiao
Yun looked at Yu Yan's back. In fact, she was able to come down and stand with
him for a while. It was enough to surprise him and surprise him. He should be
content. At least now, Yu Yan is no longer so aggressive in repelling him He
was just a happy look and smile, and he was very content.
"Yuyan,"
he called suddenly.
Yu
Yan stopped in doubt, and was about to turn around, but was suddenly embraced
from behind, her arms were locked tightly by her arms, her cold and fiery chest
pressed against her back ...
She
paused.
Xiao
Yun hugged her. The body in his arms was slender and soft. It was the warmth he
had imagined countless times, familiar and unfamiliar, and now he was held in
his arms again.
He
should be restrained, he should hold back the mood that he wants, and suppress
the feeling that will burn people. He knows how much Yu Yan resists him, and
finally he has the situation today. He shouldn't let Yu Yan be a soldier. He
was so vigilant every time he faced him, afraid of him.
But
he couldn't bear it. When he saw Yu Yan walking away, the only thing he wanted
was to hug her ...
The
warmth and light scent of his arms made him somber for a long time, slowly
becoming quiet and gentle.
She
is his medicine, the only medicine that can save him.
-
After
the summer vacation, Yu Yan returned to Yongjia again.
When
she left this time, not only was her mother very opposed, but her face was
gloomy all day long, and even her father sought her out in private, hoping that
she could return to work in city C in the future.
Yu
Yan understands that the death of the old gentleman has not been put down in
their hearts. They are also worrying about it, worrying that they are getting
older, they are spending less and less time together, and they can’t meet
because of various reasons. This heart is always uncomfortable and reluctant.
Yu
Yan also knew this. The death of the old man made her understand that although
time was running out, there was not much time left. Every day passed.
She
had planned for a long time, but it still needed some time. "I can’t just
resign arbitrarily. I will teach the last semester. I will resign after the end
of the semester. I will be back in C city then. Work, don't go, okay? "
After
she said this, the two veterans were finally happy, although it was still half
a year, it was better than insisting not to go home.
This matter is settled.
Before
leaving, Yu Yan finally went to worship the old gentleman and went to Xiao Zhai
to watch the old lady.
Recently,
the old lady spirit is better than before, and her body is much better. She has
heard from her aunt that Xiao Yun's affairs are almost arranged. It is probably
these days that he will take the old lady away.
It
is said that I will go to the place where the old lady promised to have the old
lady. It will not be far away, nor will I determine the specific time, nor will
I know when I can walk, when I can come back, and when I come back, will it be
all right?
Before
leaving City C, she did not see Xiao Yun again.
Chapter 136 : Two months into school,
The
weather gradually cooled, and the yellow leaves blown down by the autumn wind
spread on the bluestone ground.
Summer
is over and autumn is here.
Yu
Yan received the first postcard sent by Mother Xiao. She was surprised and
pleasantly surprised, although it was just a few words, saying that she was
well, and wishing her well.
What
surprised Yu Yan even more was the scenery on the postcard that made her very
familiar. It was Guanxian, where she took her parents to play, although in the
end came a few uninvited guests. I remembered that trip, although many
unexpected things happened, but now I remember again, more joy and happiness.
Nothing
is unbearable Kaner, just like the feelings and past that bothered her, but now
it seems that it is just some memorable memories.
Xiao
Yun even went to the old lady, did she also climb the mountain, set foot on
green, and ate a lot of delicious ...
They
should be happy.
Yu
Yan looked at the blue sky in the distance, could not help looking forward to
the next meeting, should be very happy.
"Mr
Xiaoyu, what is another person standing here thinking?"
Seeing
that Yu Huiyue was the one who came, Yu Yan smiled and said, "It's fine
today, come out and blow your hair."
"Yeah,
the sun has been fine these days. Why don't we go for an outing this weekend?
Let's play together, and I've been staying at home for the past few months. My
bones have fallen apart! I want to go for a walk."
Because
of the car accident, her injury will be safe for more than four months before
she returned to school a week ago to continue her class. This person who has
died once feels good and beautiful, and cherishes everything now.
Yu
Huiyue said, "I used to be busy this time, I didn’t care about anything. I
pushed and pushed again and again. Now, I have figured it out. I want to spend
more time with my parents and children. I have time. I also spend more time
with my friends. I don't want to regret the fact that I haven't done much at
the moment of death. "
Yu
Yan nodded and agreed : "Yes, we should cherish our time and live
well, so as not to regret our future self."
"Well!
Then we go to play on the weekend, and you call your friends, and I will take
my husband and children, and I will organize a few more people in a while, it
will be busy."
Yu
Yan nodded and agreed : "Well."
"Oh,
right." Yu Huiyue said suddenly, "I haven't thanked you yet."
Yu
Yan said in confusion : "... Thank you for what? Oh, did you say
that I took you to the hospital? It's nothing, just a hand."
"Of
course I want to thank you, but I'm not talking about this." Yu Huiyue
smiled. "I'm talking about Dr Zhang Zhizhang, which is my attending
physician. I later learned that he was so powerful in medicine Doctor, it
stands to reason that he would never show up in our town ... "
Yu
Yanxi thought of Zhang Zhi and Xiao Yun.
She
shook her head : "It has nothing to do with me, it's the
doctor who saved you."
Yu
Huiyue smiled and said, "I asked Dr Zhang Zhi, and he said that he didn’t
understand why at first, but then I saw everything, and I understood
everything. I knew that Dr Zhang Zhi would become my attending physician. Is it
because of you? "
Yu
Yan looked at Yu Huiyue in surprise, "You ..."
Yu
Huiyue shook her head and said, "Be assured, I don't know anything except
this, because Dr Zhang Zhi only told me so much, he didn't say anything else.
Although I was curious."
Yu
Yan slightly tickled his lips : "It's nothing, Dr Zhang and I have only a
few sides."
She
did not expect Zhang Zhi to remember her, not to mention that the last time she
went to the hospital to see Yu Huiyue, she deliberately avoided Zhang Zhi, but
he did not expect him to recognize her.
Yu
Huiyue didn't care about that much, and didn't want to investigate the past and
past of Yu Yan, let alone ask the reason for the so-called several aspects. In
short, "Yu Yan, thank you ... guys."
She
wanted to say a simple thank you to everyone who worked hard for her life, so
that she could see her friends and relatives again, feel her life, and move
towards the future.
...
On
Saturday, the weather was exceptionally good. The warm sunshine and breeze were
lazy.
Yu
Yan responded to Yu Huiyue appointment to go on an outing. What I didn't expect
was that the outing was an outing, and she was even going to introduce her
boyfriend. Of course, there is no mention on the surface, but just ask her
privately, okay?
Yu
Yan has seen that person looks very clean and handsome, like a handsome
scholar. Yu Huiyue also told her the working family and assets of the man, and
her personality was very good. If she wanted to, she would help her talk.
Yu
Yan shook her head very simply and refused.
Yu
Huiyue was very surprised : "Why, don't you have no boyfriend?"
"No."
"then
you……"
"I
don't think so much."
"Do
you have someone you like? Can't let it go, or some other reason."
This
question, Yu Yan remembered that Ling Yang had also asked her. She was at a
loss at the time, but in fact she is still at a loss.
What
is her future? Marry a suitable man, set up a family, give birth to a child,
work to earn money, raise a child to grow up, and then watch the child grow
into an adult, and slowly grow old ...
Why would she feel dazed and shaken by
such a future.
But
in fact, don’t men and women live like this ...
"I
don't want to get married."
Yu
Yan found herself becoming more rebellious, or she found her mind to be a bit
extreme, in the words of Coco scolding her, it was too real, in fact,
occasionally confused, not uncomfortable.
People
who are too real are prone to digging into the horns and getting hurt, and they
are still tired.
Yu
Yan wrote a letter back to the old lady. Although she didn't know if she could
receive it, she might have gone elsewhere. She still returned.
She
wants to say that she is fine here, and hope she is okay, and look forward to
the next time we meet, we have become very good, pain and sadness are put down,
buried in the depths of memory, brewing the best wine of the next year .
Until
the end of the period, Yu Yan had not received any news from the old lady and
had no card.
Xiao
Yun didn't.
-
Yu Yan handed in her resignation at the end of
the term. It was also on this day that her colleague finally knew that she was
leaving and went back to city C.
Yu
Huiyue was particularly sad. In the past six months, her relationship with Yu
Yan has been very kind. Suddenly she learned that Yu Yan was leaving, and she
didn't even know the news before.
Yu
Yan comforted : "It's not that I can't see each other
anymore. I can come back to see you during the holidays. You can also come to C
City to find me."
"So
suddenly, I knew you were leaving, I just ..."
"Don't
be sad, we'll see you again."
Yu
Huiyue emotions were not exposed, and her eyes were reddish at the moment.
The
day that Yu Yan left Yongjia, Lingyang appeared.
He
disappeared for six months, then suddenly appeared in front of her, wearing a
black trench coat, standing under the cold wind.
"I'll
pick you up."
Yu
Yan smiled.
"How
is it going?"
"How
are you?"
"I'm
very good."
"I'm
fine then."
"It's
New Year again, time is fast."
"Is
time fast?"
"Well,
fast."
"I
look forward to it every day, and I feel like it's been a long, long
time."
-
For the return of Yu Yan, the happiest
father is of course Yu Yu and Yu Yu. Not only do they smile a lot, they even
walk with wind.
Yu
Yan thought that her decision was not wrong. No matter how good the parents are
and how healthy they are, they still look forward to their children's company
and greetings. this is Love.
The
only thing that surprised and surprised Yu Yan was that her mother no longer
forced her to go on a blind date, and she hadn't urged her in the previous half
a year, but it was really an accident and an accident. She also asked her
father for this. The father said that he didn't know, but his wife no longer
thought about those things, and he followed. What Yu Yan and Yu Yu didn’t know
was that because Yu Yu had seen Xiao Yun’s attitude towards Yu Yan before, she
guessed that Xiao Yun still liked Yu Yan, although I didn’t know why it rarely
happened, How to mention remarriage. But in her opinion, it is still possible
between Xiao Yun and Yu Yan, even if Yu Yan is in no hurry, she will slowly.
As
for the other point, the mother said, "I went to Xiao Zhai some time ago.
The old lady hasn't returned yet, and I don't know where Xiao Yun took her? By
the time I return, my body should be better?"
Yu
Yan knew that her father and mother did not know that the old woman's condition
had already deteriorated before her departure.
She
nodded. "Well! It will be fine."
She
had such a real hope that everything was fine.
·
The
next day, Yu Yan went to the grave to worship Mr Xiao Lao.
Brand
new tombstones have become stale after the wind and rain.
The
little tree beside the tomb grows steadily.
She
stood for a while, turned around and left, and saw Lingyang walking away,
holding a bouquet of white chrysanthemums in his hands.
"I'm
going to worship my father and see Mr Xiao."
Yu
Yan watched Ling Yang let her bouquet of flowers in front of the monument and
bowed down.
·
Yu
Yan and Ling Yang walked side by side on the Indus Trail covered with yellow
leaves. This was the first time in a long time that the two of them walked like
this.
"What
have you been doing recently?"
Yu
Yan : "Find a job and prepare for an
interview."
"Still
a teacher?"
Yu
Yan smiled and smiled : "Yeah, I have been a teacher after
graduating from university. Although I went out to work part-time in other
fields during university, the most were teachers."
"That's
good, Teacher Yu Yan."
"Actually,
I envy you sometimes. I live in a colorful, hard-working, hard-working, and
forge ahead ... what is it like me, everyday life is a constant layer, like a
calm lake."
Helpless,
"Isn't it boring?"
Chapter 137 : "No." Ling Yang said with a smile,
"Maybe
some people are looking forward to living such a life, he will not feel
ordinary, nor feel bland, it is a very meaningful life."
Yu
Yan smiled and said, "Yes, everyone has a life they want. Some people
think it is ordinary, but some people like it. No matter what kind of life, as
long as you want it, it is a good life. There is no such thing as ordinary.
"
Ling Yang nodded : "Well, that's right. What about you, do
you have any expectations for your future life?"
"Future?
It seems like nothing to expect."
"never
thought before?"
"Thinked."
Ling
Yang glanced at Yu Yan for a moment, and smiled, "So how ...?"
Yu
Yan reluctantly said, "After thinking about it, I don't seem to think
about it."
Ling
Yang froze and lost a smile. There was nothing special to think about, that is,
he hadn't thought about him. He thought that Yu Yan's heart had been calm
enough for so long.
When
passing by a tea shop, Lingyang went to buy two cups of hot coffee, one cup was
handed to Yu Yan, Yu Yan holding her hands for a while, this winter is getting
colder and colder.
"Let's
go and take you home." Lingyang said.
"Thank
you." Yu Yan.
...
When
I arrived home, Yu Yu and his mother just bought the New Year's goods, bought a
lot of things in large bags, and arranged the room in a festive red, with
blessings on the door eaves and windows.
Mother
Yu was busy setting everything up. "Oh, yes, I have prepared the New
Year's gifts for the old lady. After the year, I went to the Xiao family to see
the old lady. It took half a year. Is that right? "
Father
Yu also said : "Yeah, after half a year of cultivation,
the shadow of the death of the old gentleman should also fade."
"Hope."
Mother Yu sighed. "It's just that the old lady and the old gentleman have
such a good relationship ..."
"Can
it be done again? Life can't be resurrected, this living person should live or
live this day!"
"Yes,
yes, you make sense, you, I'm too lazy to tell you!"
"...
what are you angry about?"
"Angry?
Where am I angry! I'm not angry!"
"Still
not angry."
...
The
two kept talking, and they didn't know what was right, and they stirred up
their mouths again, noisily, Yu Yan went silent, poured a glass of boiling
water, and carried them back to the room.
She
took out the card sent by her mother Xiao last time, looked at it, and put it
back again.
After
all, I can't help worrying.
·
"Yu
Yan, have you been upset recently?"
One
weekend, Yu Yan and Coco went out shopping, Yu Yan wanted to buy some gifts for
the family by the way. In recent years, she hasn't accompanied them much, so
she can only buy more gifts to pay respect.
Yu
Yan heard Coco's questioning and said, "Is there a little bit of it?"
"Let's
say, what happened? Because what?" Coco guessed, "or was it because
the family urged you to get married again?"
"It's
strange to say, my mother didn't know what happened recently, and didn't rush
to get me married or arrange my blind date. She is so rare, I have to wonder if
she took the wrong medicine?"
"Isn't
this exactly what you want? No one is snoring in your ears, and no one is
forcing you. It just feels easy."
"Although
good, it feels weird."
"You just worry about it! Since it's not
home, what else do you do?"
Yu
Yan remembered that Ling Yang would occasionally ask her to go out recently.
She could feel his heart and persistence, but ... she was increasingly unaware
of how to face him.
She
also knows that anyone in this situation would persuade her to try it.
She
shook her head : "It's all right, I'll think about it
myself, if I still can't figure it out, I'll come to you again."
Coco
looked at her for a moment, but nodded, "Okay."
Yu
Yan said : "Don't say that, wait to see the children
later. What kind of toys should I buy?"
"A
child, I like the excavator Ultraman ..."
...
On
the day of the New Year, Yu Yan and her parents had a family dinner at home.
After lunch, the two went out to play. Yu Yan was at home and called Xiao Zhai.
The
call was answered by an aunt. She said that the old lady and Xiao Yun had not
yet returned. She called back last night and said that it was temporarily not
going to come back, and the time of return was uncertain.
This
ambiguous statement is undoubtedly more worrying. Is something wrong? But Xiao
Zhai is so quiet, it should be fine.
After
the Spring Festival, relatives in the New Year's party did not participate in
Yu Yan, because what they could tell her was probably to ask her if she had a
boyfriend when she got married, and she had no intention of coping with it. She
might as well sleep at home. .
Who
knew that Lingyang suddenly asked her to have dinner together, saying that it
was a reunion dinner, and she went there. After going there, she discovered
that Lingyang had a bunch of red roses in addition to preparing dinner.
He
was wearing a black suit, holding a bouquet of roses, and stood politely in
front of her.
"Yu
Yan, I like you for a long time."
Accident?
It should not be a surprise.
Ling
Yang gave her a lot of time to sort out her emotions and feelings, and also
treated her as gently as possible. He never forced her.
It's
like today confession.
The
rich floral fragrance is tangy, and the freshly picked flowers are dazzling.
Yu
Yan took it over, "It's beautiful."
Lingyang
: "Just like it."
Yu
Yan smiled.
"Lingyang."
"Ok?"
"Will
you accept a woman who doesn't have you in her heart?"
Lingyang
didn't know why Yu Yan asked him this. This was not a very good question to
answer. He didn't immediately answer, "Why do you ask that?"
Yu
Yan said, "You won't. We have known each other for a few years. Although I
don't say how much I know about you, I know that you yearn for true
feelings."
Whether
or not Lingyang grew up in an orphanage, whether as a child or an adult, the
desire for love and being loved is human nature. Even if I can convince myself
at this moment that I don't mind, there is time, but in the future, this time
is passing fast, but also slowly. It is also the most unreliable thing.
"..."
He
knows Yu Yan, Yu Yan doesn't say how intelligent and capable she is, but she is
very sensitive in people feelings and emotions, and because of this
sensitivity, she will think and worry a lot.
Lingyang
said, "So, have you determined that you can't like me? Even in the
future?"
Yu
Yan : "No, I just find that I can't live with
other people anymore."
Chapter 138 : Lingyang invited Xiaofeng out to drink at night,
He
was in a bad mood, so he didn't want to talk to anyone.
Xiaofeng
speculated that the reason for Lingyang's behavior may be related to Yu Yan.
Because he had seen Yu Yan come back several times before, it was so dull and
looked very bad.
...
don't know what happened?
"brother?"
Ling
Yang made a noise.
"You
said that we two are also boring, or should I call out Sister Yu Yan too? How
busy are people?"
"No need to."
"...
really not needed?"
Ling
Yang glanced at him, "eat yours."
"Oh."
Treat it like a donkey!
Ling
Yang looked at the wine in the glass and thought of what Yu Yan said, he
couldn't completely deny that she said incorrectly, just like he knew her, she
didn't read him wrong.
He
likes her, and is willing to accompany her to give her time to forget about the
dust. He longs for a beautiful family, longs to be loved, and he wants a
sincere heart. Similarly, he could not accept a woman who did not want to fall
in love with himself.
This
is the difference between yin and yang, he likes it, doesn't like him; he likes
him, he doesn't like it.
He
almost couldn't help but ask her, if he said he didn't mind, would she really
agree? It was just a hypothesis, and he couldn't convince himself not to mind.
Yu
Yan also understands. Only the emotions paid by one party can have any good
results? She herself is the best example.
She is clever and clever, making him say
nothing to say and no reason to argue.
-
After
the Lantern Festival, Yu mother received a call from Xiao Zhai, saying that the
old lady had returned.
This
news not only made Yu Yu and Yu Yu happy, but even Yu Yan quietly relieved and
became happy.
Mother
Yu said, "I asked. Let's visit the Xiao family tomorrow."
Early
the next morning, Yu Yan went out. She went to the flower shop and picked a
bunch of the brightest red roses. In fact, she was a little hesitant. The
appearance of such a shocking thing in front of the old lady might remind her
of unpleasant things. But every time she went to Xiao Zhai, she would bring a
bunch of flowers, which suddenly disappeared. How could the old lady never
think of it.
After
much thought, Yu Yan finally decided as usual.
Sometimes
memories are not bad. Although it may not be all happy.
When
Yu Yan and Yu father Yu mother arrived at Xiao's house, the old lady just came
back and heard that she and Xiao Yun went out to the graveyard to worship Mr
Xiao Lao early in the morning.
Xiao
Yun then went to the company to handle affairs.
They
met in front of Xiao Zhai gate, surprised and happy, for their reunion after a
long absence.
Compared
to half a year ago, Yu Yan found that the old lady mental appearance was much
better, and her physical condition seemed to be very good, despite her gray
hair and thin body.
This
was still a very happy thing, and it gave her a little relief.
Aunty
prepared refreshments and fruits for hospitality, one by one on the white round
table in the backyard.
They
talked and laughed around the round table.
The
old lady put red roses in a vacant vase.
That
vase looks so familiar and very familiar ...
Someone
went, time and the world are changing, but habits and feelings are still the
same.
——The
vase with flowers was put into the old lady bedroom.
...
"By the way, Xiao Yun doesn't come
back for lunch?" Yu mother suddenly said to Xiao Yun, "I haven't seen
you in half a year, how is he?"
The
old lady smiled and said, "It's all right. He will come back, he has a lot
of work, and he wants to eat."
Father
Yu agreed to nod : "Yes, work is more important, and the
body is more important."
Old
lady : "No matter how much money I make, I don't
have a good body, and I have no life to enjoy that blessing."
They
knew that when the old lady said this, she thought of the old man, and for a
while she didn't know what to say, she had to smile and change the subject.
Yu
Yan seemed to perceive everything. "Auntie was right, Xiao Yun was so
negligent. Last time we went climbing a mountain together, he couldn't get
tired before walking to half."
The
old lady was interested : "Really? I don't think he that
weak!"
Yu
Yan smiled and said, "Of course it is true, my parents also saw it."
They
did not pay much attention to Xiao Yun before climbing the mountain. At the
moment, they recalled and nodded : "It seems to be, he has been walking at
the end."
"No
wonder!" Said the old lady, "I said how he ping-pong-pong-pong,
somehow turned the basement into a gym because it was stimulated by you!"
Yu
Yansha nodded in a proper way : "Why am I doing something good?"
"Forget
it! Let's wait for your aunt to cook for you, and it looks like you've lost
weight."
"Then
I must eat more in a while ..."
"it
is good……"
The
time soon shifted to noon. Aunt came to preach and said that Xiao Yun called
and asked them to eat first. He could not leave for a while, and returned
immediately after finishing the work.
The
old lady said, "Let the driver send him."
The
aunt answered with a smile and went.
After
lunch, the old lady needed to take a nap to rest, Yu Yu and Yu Yu saw the old
lady well, so they were relieved and left.
Yu
Yan didn't leave immediately because the old lady said, "Xiao Yan, stay
here, and I will wake up and talk with me later."
The
big Xiao house will be lonely.
Yu
Yan was extremely aware of this feeling, she smiled, "OK."
Yu
Yu and his mother were sent home by the driver.
After
entering the house, Father Yu glanced at his wife several times and said,
"I think you feel good today?"
Mother
Yu laughed : "Okay, of course! Granny is in good
health and Xiao Yun is back. Are you in a bad mood?"
Father
Yu said in silence : "OK, when I didn't say."
Yu
mother sold a key, "Actually, I am even happier, Xiao Yun and Yu Yan
..."
Father
Yu frowned, and he didn't want to discuss this topic anymore.
Mother Yu : "I didn't tell you, in fact, Xiao Yun
came to me six months ago."
Yu
father was surprised : "Looking for you? What are you looking
for?"
"Let
me talk about it! Before that, I really thought Xiao Yun had given up on her face.
If I had known it, I wouldn't arrange her messy blind dates."
"What
did Xiao Yun tell you? You keep hiding from me ?!"
"Huh!
Just your wooden head, what is the use of telling you?" Yu mother said,
"In fact, nothing is said, that is, Xiao Yun said that he has identified
Yu Yan in his life. As long as Yu Yan is willing, he will always be at her.
Beside him, he told me not to reluctantly look down on a blind date or
anything, unless she volunteered, don't force her. "
Father
Yu listened, reacted for a moment, and said, "You don't even listen to us,
forcing Yu Yan to go on a blind date. You just listen to Xiao Yun's casual
sentence? Why is this person like you!" It’s still unexpected that his
wife didn’t rush to marry Yuyan, because it was because of this crop!
"What
happened to me? This Xiao Yun said he would wait for Yu Yan to forgive him.
Isn't that a good thing? Stop and stop, I won't tell you, I will go out to play
mahjong ..."
Father
Yu sighed helplessly, and then thought that the ears were rare and pure in the
past six months, and he had not been thought about three meals a day. Xiao
Yun's approach was not excessive.
-
When
Xiao Yun came back, Xiao Zhai was very quiet. The warm heating made people
drowsy. He took off his coat and hung it on a hanger.
The
aunt came to the door and told him in a whisper that Yu Yan's parents went
home, Yu Yan was left by the old lady, and now she was asleep in the living
room.
Xiao
Yun acted, "Where the old lady?"
"sleeping."
"Well,
take care."
"I
know, sir, don't worry."
Xiao
Yun went directly to the living room.
He
hasn't seen her for a long time.
...
When
Yu Yan opened her eyes, she saw a vaguely tall figure sitting in front of her
eyes, looking down slightly, looking at something.
"Woke
up?"
The
sound ...
She
blinked for a moment, her eyes and head became clear, and she recognized Xiao
Yun sitting opposite her.
She
sat up, only to find that she accidentally fell asleep while playing with her
mobile phone, and she was covered with a blanket. She did not hear when Xiao
Yun returned.
Xiao
Yun said, "If you are sleepy, you can go to the guest room to rest."
"Well,
is the old lady awake?"
"No,
still resting in the room."
Yu
Yan made a noise, and glanced at the time, only half an hour had passed.
The
aunt came over and saw Yu Yan woke up and said, "Sir, the food is
ready."
Xiao
Yun quietly hummed, closed the book, and looked at Yu Yan : "Hungry?"
He
was too busy to eat.
Yu
Yan shook her head, he smiled, and got up to go to the restaurant.
Yu
Yan found that Xiao Yun, who had not seen him for half a year, was still the
one he was, but there was another kind of indescribable change. His solitude
and incomparability seemed to be more peaceful than time, and his sharp edge
was concealed and hidden. This feeling is very familiar, much like the late Mr
Xiao Lao.
Xiao
Yun seems to be more and more like him.
-
Yu
Yan went to the backyard to see the flowers and plants that the old lady kept.
Because it was winter, there were no flowers in bloom, and even the green
leaves became drowsy as winter came.
That
winter rose has lost its nutrients, and I don't know how long it will survive.
Xiao
Yun came over and stood next to Yu Yan, "What are you looking at?"
"just
looking around."
"In
winter, these things won't bloom, there nothing beautiful. It blooms in summer,
so you can come and see it then."
Yu
Yan smiled and asked, "How is the old lady body?"
Xiao
Yun said, "You should have seen it today. It's not very good, it's not
very bad."
"That's
what Aunty said, the doctor said too." Yu Yan looked down and stared at
Xiao Yun, "But you can't lie to me. Xiao Yun, is the old lady condition
bad?"
Xiao
Yun grinned, "How did I lie to you?"
Yu Yan : "Because I know that when you decide to
return to the Chinese New Year, you will not postpone it for half a month
without a reason. The old lady is most reluctant to uncle. How could she not go
home to celebrate the New Year?
Chapter 139 : Xiao Yun didn't expect Yu Yan to be so keen, he could think of it with only a little accident and difference.
He
was silent, pulling a small green leaf between his fingers.
"sometimes,
Human
life is not as tenacious as this little leaf. "
Yu
Yandun was shocked, she stared, hesitantly : "Old lady ... she ..."
Her
throat seemed to be frozen by the ice, and no sound could be heard.
Xiao
Yunshen focused his head, "Well, the cancer cells have spread."
The
reason why she didn't return on the day of the Spring Festival was because the
old woman got worse.
Yu
Yan's eyes became blurred, Xiao Yun's appearance also became a tall shadow, and
her heart grew infinitely sad, for the farewell that had not yet arrived.
What
they thought was good, at this moment seemed to be a joke. She looked at the
cold wind outside the courtyard, and her heart was as heavy as a rock.
The
most frightening guess in her heart came true, she couldn't even deceive
herself. Sometimes she really hates her sensitivity.
"Is
there hope?"
"..."
Xiao
Yun was silent.
Yu
Yan took a deep breath, lowering her head and wiping her eyes. However, the
turbulent sorrow made her unable to control her emotions at all, her eyes
became more blurred, and her cheeks slipped coldly.
"Sorry,
I'm going to the bathroom."
She
lowered her head to bypass Xiao Yun, and walked quickly into the room. Xiao
Yun's eyes narrowed, and she saw the woman's thin and slender back. Her long
green hair was covered behind her ears. Silk was blown by the wind, as if to
follow the wind ...
He
strode forward, holding his slender arm and pressing hard, and held her all in
his arms.
Yu
Yan was caught off guard, stupid, with a faint scent of men's perfume on the
nose, she was familiar, but unfamiliar.
She
started pushing him, but got a tighter hug.
Xiao
Yun : "Yu Yan, I don't want you to cry alone in
the corner."
"..."
He
walked down her back, awkward and rusty, as if he was tricking a naughty child
to sleep, "Don't be sad, I don't want you to be sad."
Yu Yan
stared at the gray sky, staring, "Let me go, I'm not that
vulnerable."
Xiao
Yun : "I know, but I still want to be with
you."
Mother
Xiao wakes up a little later. She is in a good mood and has the spirit, so she
wants to prepare dinner by herself.
She
said : "This is the festival, it only makes
sense to prepare it yourself. Yuyan, you haven’t eaten my meal for a long time,
have you?"
Yu
Yan nodded : "Yeah, you don't know. I often want you
to make cooked food when I'm outside, especially sweet and sour pork ribs,
which are particularly delicious! Unfortunately, no matter what I do, I don't
have the taste you made. "
The
aunt said, "I know my wife and husband are coming back, so I prepared the
ribs early."
Mother
Xiao laughed and looked very happy : "Okay, I'll make you ribs today."
Yu
Yan said, "Okay."
Aunt
is helping to cut vegetables and washing vegetables, Yu Yan is also helping,
but she pays more attention to the old lady. She remembered Xiao Yun's words
and looked at the old lady so serious look. When preparing a new year's dinner,
is she worried about something, and there are people and things that can't be
relieved ...
The
dinner was prepared simply and heartily. All the old lady dishes were delicious
and full of colors and fragrances.
It's
just that this meal is done, and the old lady is completely out of control in
the past. At this moment, she looks a little tired and exhausted.
Sitting
around the small dining table, Xiao Yun tasted the sweet and sour pork ribs.
"My mother is really old and delicious."
Xiao
mother said : "Go, you know how to make a
flattery."
"Do
not believe you ask Yu Yan, is it delicious?"
Yu
Yan followed with a sip, and smiled and nodded : "Auntie is certainly delicious, I just
wanted to steal the teacher, this radish beef is also very delicious!"
"Just
eat more if you want it. I'll make it for you when you come!"
"Thank
Aunt."
"Well,
hurry up ... Xiao Yun! What are you doing so fast, Xiao Yan hasn't eaten
yet!"
Xiao
Yun : "Oh."
Yu
Yan smiled.
Xiao's
mother couldn't eat too greasy meat. She could only eat some light food and
congee, and her appetite became much smaller. She simply ate some and lost her
appetite, but she was always happy to accompany Xiao Yunhe Yu Yan finished
eating.
The
food on the table was swept away.
"It's
getting late, Yu Yan, you're not safe by yourself. Let Xiao Yun take you home
later?" Xiao's mother walked to the window, watching the night out of the
window, and suggested.
Yu
Yanwan refused : "It doesn't matter. I drove. It was
safe."
"It's
not safe for you to drive. Don't let go."
...
Yu Yan said, "Trouble."
Xiao
Yun laughed : "No trouble."
The
old lady was tired and went back to the bedroom to rest. It is said that every
time before she fell asleep, she would let the little videos and photos taken
by Yu Yan look, and she would watch it for a while before going to sleep.
When
Yu Yan said goodbye to the old lady in the bedroom, she happened to be in a
scene where the father Xiao was unconscious and woke up. On that beautiful
evening, they went out for a walk together. When walking and laughing, Xiao Yun
appeared from the back ...
Vague
memories come to life.
Yu
Yan remembered that she and Xiao Yunyuan did not have those entanglements at
the time. She was thinking of divorce. He had no feelings for her. A marriage
that was about to end was optional. Father Xiao and mother Xiao suffered hard
because of illness ...
They
finally managed to come over, thinking that the future will be happy and happy,
and now all this seems to be back to the past.
No,
this is more sad than ever.
On
the way home, Xiao Yun was driving, and Yu Yan leaned against the window,
looking out the window and passing the scenery.
In
silence, no one spoke.
For
a moment, Xiao Yun did not know where to hand a pink vacuum flask, Yu Yan : "Huh?"
Xiao
Yun : "Drink some water."
Yu
Yan took it over, unscrewed it, and a blast of hot gas came out of the cup. Yu
Yan took a few sips and felt a lot more comfortable in her stomach.
"Thank
you."
Xiao
Yun bent her lip. "Don't be so stupid next time. Don't eat if you
can't."
Yu
Yan smiled and said nothing.
The
old lady illness has affected her five senses. The cooked food is far from the
past. The taste will naturally not be too good, even difficult to swallow ...
Until
now, she felt an upset stomach, and her mouth was full of astringent, bitter,
indescribable taste.
But
even so, no one would bear the disappointment and sadness of the old lady.
To
the downstairs, Yu Yan thanked Xiao Yun and was going upstairs.
Xiao
Yun stood behind him and suddenly called her name.
"Yuyan."
"……Ok?"
"good
night."
Yu
Yan pursed her lips and nodded.
Xiao
Yun looked at the back of Yu Yan's disappearance, touched her nose, smiled, and
left on the moonlight.
When
Yu Yan returned home, she didn't tell the old lady affairs to her family.
What's the use of telling it? Xiao Yun wanted to hide it, it must be because of
some concerns, not to mention that more people knew that it was just a mere
vain It hurts.
She
returned to the room after washing, and saw a text message lying on her cell
phone.
Xiao
Yun sent it, saying he was home, and wishing her good night.
She
wiped her long wet hair and tossed her phone aside, she didn't reply.
The
mother pushed in and came in with a smile on her face. "How?"
Yu
Yan wondered, "What's up?"
"How
did you come back?"
"Drive."
"Well,
don't hide from me, you and Xiao Yun ..."
Yu
Yan turned on the hair dryer and started to blow her hair. Yu mother said
something aloud. Yu Yan didn't hear it and didn't think about what she wanted
to say.
Yu
mother returned to the bedroom in depression, and Yu father asked, "What's
wrong?"
"It's
not Yu Yan! What do you think she thinks? Xiao Yun is back, the old lady health
is good, and you see that Yu Yan is 34 years old this year, it's not good to
think about her lifelong affairs I have to urge her. "
Father
Yu rolled his eyes : "Don't you promise Xiao Yun not to force
her?"
"It's
not forbidden, otherwise you look at it, and she can't get married in this life
with her piercing temper!"
"...
Okay, sleep."
Father
Yu turned off the light in the room, and Mother Yu uttered a few words,
thinking about how to make a match, but unfortunately didn't get a reply, and
made a humorous hum, and then went to sleep.
Early
the next morning, when Xiao Yun came downstairs, the old lady took care of
flowers and plants in the backyard, and she looked good.
Xiao
Yun walked over, "Why not sleep more?"
"Sleeping
every day, everyone sleeps stupid. By the way, did you send Yu Yan back
yesterday, didn't it happen?"
Xiao
Yun laughed in that distrustful tone : "What can happen? I can't eat her?"
"Be
honest, don't bully her."
"Well."
Xiao Yun sighed and shook her head. "Is it the only woman I think she is a
very powerful woman?"
"Badly,
you can still be bullied for three years?"
Xiao
Yun looked at the sky, unable to refute, and the aunt came over and said,
"Mr Guo and Mrs Guo, and Mr Ling are here."
Mother
Xiao laughed : "Well, tell them to come in soon."
Across
the distance, Ling Zhi voice passed from the porch to the living room, and Ling
Lin and Guo Hang walked behind him.
"Wow!
It's been a long time since I saw Aunt Xiao getting more and more
beautiful!" Ling Zhi hugged Mother Xiao with a smile, looking at Xiao Yun,
and found that Xiao Yun's face was pale, and it was not long before he reunited
with joy. Sound, he is not rare, is he?
"Just
sweet."
"It's
better than Xiao Yun's elm owl, isn't it?"
Mother
Xiao couldn't help laughing, looked at Ling Lin, looked at Guo Hang again, and
nodded happily.
Ling
Lin was also excited, pulling the old lady to talk.
The
group talked and laughed, and the atmosphere was very harmonious.
Xiao
Yun held a tea cup and held a cell phone to watch the untouched text message.
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